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I had another interview today with Bryn Mawr for the camp photographer position in Honesdale, Pennsylvania.
It went pretty well although I found out that there is a girl interviewing today who is majoring in photography that technically has "one up" on me since she actually is doing that for her major. But the good news is that the high ropes course could possibly be open and that looks like a lot of fun too, so we'll see what happens.
Surprisingly, I'm not too worried about it. I feel like I should be but I don't know what's gotten into me. I'm super calm about all this and realize that God is going to work everything out and it's in His hands. God has my summer planned out for me and I am finally listening to what He is going to have in store for me. I really feel that this is helping me so I'm not such a nutcase like I was when I found out that they had a position open that I could possibly take.
I realize that I'm sure I'll never say "Man, I wish I didn't go to camp this summer" instead I'll be saying "Man, I wish I had GONE to camp". I might as well take the opportunity if I have it. I also realize that Pat and I may be placing a hold on things but if things are meant to work out they will. I guess I just realize there's no sense in worrying so much and being so highstrung. Just go with the flow.
Things with Pat are going very well right now. He is a great guy and after some miscommunication this weekend we straightened things out and I think that we're going to be alright. The stuff this weekend was really serious or anything but it did put a few doubts in my mind. We just needed to talk about a few things because we weren't on the same page of what each other was thinking. He makes me really happy and I enjoy talking to him. I get to see him this weekend after the Cubs game and I'm giving him his birthday present. I can't wait because I think he's really going to like it. I was going to drive to Purdue today and visit him since he had a half day at work but when I called him, he said he's going out to a work site so he wouldn't be home until 5 or 6. That's alright since I won't be rushing back for Scrapbook Club but it would have been fun to surprise him!
Well, not really too much else to write about. Bryn Mawr is the biggest thing since it pretty much decides what I'm doing this summer but we'll just see what happens. :] I'm sure I'll write again soon once I find out what's going on with all of this.
It went pretty well although I found out that there is a girl interviewing today who is majoring in photography that technically has "one up" on me since she actually is doing that for her major. But the good news is that the high ropes course could possibly be open and that looks like a lot of fun too, so we'll see what happens.
Surprisingly, I'm not too worried about it. I feel like I should be but I don't know what's gotten into me. I'm super calm about all this and realize that God is going to work everything out and it's in His hands. God has my summer planned out for me and I am finally listening to what He is going to have in store for me. I really feel that this is helping me so I'm not such a nutcase like I was when I found out that they had a position open that I could possibly take.
I realize that I'm sure I'll never say "Man, I wish I didn't go to camp this summer" instead I'll be saying "Man, I wish I had GONE to camp". I might as well take the opportunity if I have it. I also realize that Pat and I may be placing a hold on things but if things are meant to work out they will. I guess I just realize there's no sense in worrying so much and being so highstrung. Just go with the flow.
Things with Pat are going very well right now. He is a great guy and after some miscommunication this weekend we straightened things out and I think that we're going to be alright. The stuff this weekend was really serious or anything but it did put a few doubts in my mind. We just needed to talk about a few things because we weren't on the same page of what each other was thinking. He makes me really happy and I enjoy talking to him. I get to see him this weekend after the Cubs game and I'm giving him his birthday present. I can't wait because I think he's really going to like it. I was going to drive to Purdue today and visit him since he had a half day at work but when I called him, he said he's going out to a work site so he wouldn't be home until 5 or 6. That's alright since I won't be rushing back for Scrapbook Club but it would have been fun to surprise him!
Well, not really too much else to write about. Bryn Mawr is the biggest thing since it pretty much decides what I'm doing this summer but we'll just see what happens. :] I'm sure I'll write again soon once I find out what's going on with all of this.