i said my motherfucking mouth.
you know, sometimes i feel like I'm completely oblivious to everything i do or say, and i've always though that i didnt know who i was.
but rereading my old blogs, journals, diaries, watching old home videos....i havent changed. they way i am now, is almost the same way i've been for years. of course lane being my friend changed a lot about me [mostly for the better - i love you] but i've been me. and i happen to really like me too.
i will absolutely always speak my mind (if it is dangerous for me to say it, it will be a certain distance away) but it will be said. if i believe in something i will attempt to argue it, and soon stop because i will rerealize for the billionth time how much i hate it and how stupid it is.
sometimes, its so hard to look at things from an outside perspecitve - which is a skill i would love to possess [hehe along with nunchuck skills, bowhunting skills, computer hacking skills]
but what can you do?
anyway....i <3 the full monty.
but rereading my old blogs, journals, diaries, watching old home videos....i havent changed. they way i am now, is almost the same way i've been for years. of course lane being my friend changed a lot about me [mostly for the better - i love you] but i've been me. and i happen to really like me too.
i will absolutely always speak my mind (if it is dangerous for me to say it, it will be a certain distance away) but it will be said. if i believe in something i will attempt to argue it, and soon stop because i will rerealize for the billionth time how much i hate it and how stupid it is.
sometimes, its so hard to look at things from an outside perspecitve - which is a skill i would love to possess [hehe along with nunchuck skills, bowhunting skills, computer hacking skills]
but what can you do?
anyway....i <3 the full monty.