Mar 16, 2008 22:09
So for the past few days, I've been really bitter about colleges and rejections and acceptances.. basically college in general. I was seriously gonna shoot anyone who talked to me about colleges. I didn't get into Davis or San Diego, and I thought it was really unfair that certain people got in. I know it wasn't right for me to think that but I was extremely bitter. Honestly, UC decisions are wack and I swear, no one in the world understands how they determine admissions, but I am so proud of every single person who applied, whether they got in or not.
There are some people who worked so so so hard for acceptance, and there are those who.. tried a little less, but I think there's a reason for how things worked out the way they did. I think for some people, this is their lucky break, and it's like.. their chance to really prove to everyone that they can do it.
I know I don't deserve getting into the college I wanted to go to but it still sucks getting rejected. But for myself, and for everyone else - don't give up and keep working hard because one day everything will be danddyyy. There's a reason for things happening the way they do and even though we can't see it now, I guess we'll all realize it a little later down the road, yea? :)
Sorry if this turned out more harsh and bitter than I meant for it to be. I was just sitting around and suddenly all the bitterness I felt went away, and I am genuinely happy for every single person who got in. <3