Jun 02, 2005 05:44
I'm thinking about making a long overdue return to livejournal. But just as Bevan's leaving? WTF? We should fix that, right now lol. I've been with xanga for too long and it kinda sucks the life outta ya doesn't it? Why do I still seem to care what everyone else thinks or feels about me? I shouldn't, I know, but it's hard to put behind you a life that was your everything, everyday. Xanga was irrevocably attached to my old life and has been for over two years. I love it, and will continue to update it, but I never feel like I can say anything meaningful on it anymore, and folks: that just ain't right.
As for my other LJ username, it seems to also have been infiltrated and I don't want to have to limit all of my entries to a select group. That's just silly. And there are things written on there about feelings I felt a long time ago, and quite frankly - many of them I'm ashamed of and have completely disowned as my own.
Keep it real.
I hopefully will have enough money to someday buy a paid account but I don't need it right now. Me and my thoughts will be jusssst fine.