i'm better off alone

[bananaxpunk]

my back still hurts. this vacation sucks.
i hate my life. now.
i miss seth. real bad
i want sex. i don't know what i what anymore.
i want love. thats it. love i can share.
sean is a dork ♥ i love him.
but we can't be together. someone hates me. i think.
that someone is someone i can not share my true feelings with.
why? i don't know. maybe because i suck.
my back hurts.

fucken bitch.