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Oct 21, 2005 21:48

Im gorunded, everyones out having fun.. darn!

I keep seeing commercials and advertisements for a nail fungi- remover.. ew. it wont go away.

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daysgobyslow November 21 2005, 20:44:11 UTC
i read your comment below bout working out
this is it and i am not going to lie
Amanda it is so hard to be mad at u bc of all we have been through but there is part of me that was hurt so bad that i reallly dont feel anything for u... like not seeing u over the summer... it didnt bother me... yea i miss the old days but i have created new ones.. i am not saying that i dont want to talk to u but its just hard cuz like when i am around u everything is fine but little things happen and it just brings back old memories and its hard to deal with... u know omission is betrayal and i cant leave how i feel bout us being friends out of the equation... dont get me wrong i am not saying i never want to hang with u but i have changed and i am not the old lyssa u used to know... yea not by much but not going to lie, i am much more defensive and apt to put up walls just cuz i am afraid of them breaking again... i trusted u so much, u were my best friend and look what u did to me...i would have never put myself before u, seriously if it came down to it, i prolly would have died for u just cuz we were so close and what not like i told u everything and u just took advantage of that.... i dont know if i will ever be able to trust u and then u have your mom call my mom and u didnt even have my stuff together... that was real irresponsible and immature but yes that was monthes ago but nothing was said bout that... its just hard to look at u the same and act like everything is all right when its not... i mean i want to be able to hang with u but u just have to give me more time.... it took a second to break a friendship of 12 years.... its gonna take a whole lot longer to gain it back.... sorry that i am so stubborn and cold but its hard to be warm when u stomped on me and basically left me out to die.

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