Oct 17, 2005 22:58
so today was fun.. it was like a reunition. it felt good. and it meant alot to me.
it al;so made me realize how much I had fucked up even more and how I regret it.. Yes I do regret things now. I never thought I did but I do.. I really want to be friends with Alyssa again and I hope she will want to gain my trust back. I laso feel the same towards Ashley.
another thing is that people tlak s much shit that I never knew about.. Girls are so two face. you think peopel are ur ffirends and their not. SO many girls at my school hate me and Ive never had a conversation with them before. it pisses me off some hwat but to think I will be out of high school soon. I am just shocked as to how mcuh shit people talk about me. I cant beleieve it.
anyways.. I had fun today.
and Gary gets out of jail at 12 tongiht
I hope everything works out wiht alyssa and ash..
good night