LongLostWritings
Haven't written in a while...going back and reading how I used to be, years ago...is a slap in the face. What happened to me? I can't possibly have been that screwed up, in that short amount of time. I'm sure no one will read this. LiveJournal is pretty much a memory to most; but I got caught up in my memories tonight, and somehow ended up here...talking to anyone that will listen. It's funny how for some, finding themselves is so easy. For some, it takes a while. and for the few unlucky, they know who they are...but hate it. I hate it so much. I haven't left my house in days. Because, I'm too embarrassed to be myself. I'm too ashamed. What am I going to do?