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[bananapan_cakes]

im happy and sad and pissed off all at the same time
my boyfriend makes me so happy
but i feel like im pushing everyone away
its motha fuck'in fall brothas!
whose psyched!
i took so many pictures this morning.
it was beautiful out.
killa partay tonight ha!
and some weed.
im happy to be alive even though sometimes i wish i wasnt here anymore.
SAW3
pissed me off it was good. but the part with the dad and his dead kid pissed me off
it was just to fucked up and it had nothing to do with killing.
the one part that has nothing to do with actually murdering someone was the part that mad me mad.
oh well.
the backround music got better though.
today is Ron and I's one month.
:)
i took my septum out
im gonna try and put it back in
i doubt it will happen
oh well i still want my nose pierced
its really frustrating when ur mom wont let you do
something small like that.
homecomming went well
and im gonna start playing soccer and softball during the spring
instead of just softball.
ron dressed up as a cowboy with short shorts on his homecomming float.
it was...cute.
haha.