Sleeping at Ryans was a blast. i hope i do it again soon. i love being able to be really comfortable around people like them. being kissed by a really nice kid after smoking really good weed. was just as good. im happy. i have my best friend back and no longer thinking im loosing her. bieng around ryan makes me so happy hes just someone i cant see myself without. im feeling better. school tomorrow. i dont mind though. matinas first home game is on tuesday im psyched! <3!