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i dunno if its this eclectic mix of coffee and cigarettes, or the early hour of my pre-finals eve, but this lack of sleep and ambient light with the music from my speakers has got me seeing spots. my eyes are shot and i'm running on low, saved by the caffeine and nicotine coursing through my veins. it has my writing running rhythms i cant control and my head is gettin' too heavy to hold up and down my eyes dart side to side so look close and look deep, this rant is more deceptive than it seems but it serves as my outlet for procrastination. my hands are shakin, my brain wont waken, these facts and fictions im trying to cram in cranium are going in one ear and out the other. did i stutter? im sure i've done this problem before some time with in the hour is reaching four. A.M im too tired to straighten, my back and sit up right all i want is to say good night and lay my weary head upon my pillow and dream of numbered sheeps jumpin out my window but still i press on, to learn what i should've done, semester ago. another sip another drag time to straighten my back and put this pencil to paper, stop looking at the computer, and break my rhythm and rhymes and just study!