Jan 10, 2005 05:17
I had such an amazing day today. First of all, I went to Church today and it was just moving for me. You know how you feel that the sermon was meant especially for you? Yeah, that is how I fealt. My friend Ty had the holy spirit just OVERCOME him and we ( Me, Ty, Megan, Zach) went to the prayer room to pray for him. It was so cool. Thank God for everyone.
Ok. There is a second praise and worship band for my Youth Church. And guess who is in it? ME! I sing! Isn't that fantastic! Wee...
I went to the movies with Kristen and Sophie. I had such a stellar time there. I really wished Ciara would have made it. It would have been so swell. Ok newsflash:
Sophie is the best kisser OMG. I think I am horrible, but she says that I am great. I am so happy that she thinks that. I don't think I am a great kisser, IDK. I'm really sorry Kristen that you had to sit next to us and put up with it. Thanks bunches.
But then again, I am having some serious doubts about this relationship. I know it is going great and all, but how far is thing "thing" going to go? Or should I think, when is this going to end? I never expected the relationship to go THIS far, and to be this serious. I am grateful for Sophie, and I care about her so much...
I am still scared. This is the best one of the best relationships that has ever happened to me ( don't forget your personal relationship with Jesus, foo!), and I don't want to lose her. This is really the farthest I have ever gone with someone, and I am stressing out just a bit. I think I'm just taking this a little to hard right now. I really should lighten up.
I mean why does Sophie like me? I had talk with Francine ( Francina!) sometime today about the situation, and she gave me some major things to think about. I'm some what glad that she gave me that talk, but it only helps just a bit. Thanks for the support.
ZACHARY SPEGAL, I AM GOING TO GET YOU.
HUSSIE.