time to cry
i finaly got up the nervs to read everyones lj's about lastnight. when my mom got a call lastnight about some "freshman" who had shot himself at maplehills. tom's name didn't even cross my mind. for one he wasn't a freshman and for two my mom gave me the wrong last name. and then that terrible moment came, rachel called and told me who it was first i didn't place the name with the face, but then who would think tom would do something like this. damn phones making it all gergerly. then it hit me like a brick it was tom, tom that i had so many memories with even though they were just little ones and everyone is gana say i didn't know him that well i dun care i love him. i love each and every one of my friends that i make and i will love them even after they die. and when something like this happens it hurts two times as much, because i just think about all thoes times that i could have gotten to know him better. i know hes emportant to each and every one of us. and i dun think if he knew this much pain would come to all of us then he would have dun it.
We love and miss you Tom