[FIC] Bridge of Obsession (4/4)
Title: Bridge of Obsession - Chapter 4
Pairing: kameda, akame (friendship)
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Au, Smut, Drama, Horror, Suspense
Warnings: Characters death, violence, sadistic!Tatsuya, more warning will appear on the next chapters.
Summary: Kazuya thought that having a possessive boyfriend mean he would be loved entirely and wouldn’t get betrayed. It turned out, too much love would send a person to the bottom of the darkness.
The next day, after countless of crying, screaming, and shouting, Kazuya threatened Tatsuya that he would call a police if he didn’t let him out of that room. He also bang the door and tried to break it. Tatsuya didn’t even trying to shut him up, he just ignored him all day. One day passed, the screaming and banging couldn’t be heard anymore. Kazuya had lost his energy.
Kazuya had used all of his energy for screaming and banging the door. His boyfriend didn’t give him food so now he slumped his body on the back of the door. Soft sniffle could be heard when Tatsuya passed by. “At least he is still alive.” Tatsuya muttered to himself.
Tatsuya was really angry with Kazuya’s act before. He felt the need to punish Kazuya for his unfaithfulness. And Tatsuya really done that, he even gave Kazuya gifts consist of Nakamaru’s and Akanishi ID cards, their blooded shirts, and even Akanishi’s finger. After that Tatsuya locked Kazuya up in that storage room with no food and drink.
After four days, Tatsuya finally opened the storage room’s door. Kazuya was half-conscious, sitting on the floor, if not for the wall that supporting his body, he might had already lying on the floor completely. No cries, no screams, no more harsh words came out from Kazuya, Tatsuya noted. Then he scooped Kazuya from the floor.
Kazuya opened his eyes to see who had disturbed him, seeing it was Tatsuya, Kazuya closed his eyes again. He had no energy left anymore, he would just let Tatsuya did whatever he wanted to do to him.
After scooping Kazuya’s body from the floor, Tatsuya saw the gifts he gave to Kazuya. Those were dumped at the very corner of the storage room, as if Kazuya didn’t want to see them. It made Tatsuya smirked.
Tatsuya carried Kazuya to their bedroom, laying him on their bed and pull the blanket to cover his body. His act was totally the opposite of a few days back when he left Kazuya inside that storage room just like that. He went to the kitchen to made warm drink and food for Kazuya after he tucked him to bed.
Tatsuya brought a cup of warm tea and a bowl of soft porridge from the kitchen. He shook Kazuya’s body gently to wake him up. Tatsuya knew that Kazuya must be hungry and tired. His act was full of love and attention. He helped Kazuya to sit on the bed and then also helping him to drink the warm tea by spooning it little by little. After that, he fed Kazuya with the soft porridge.
Finished with the food, Tatsuya then undressed Kazuya to clean his body. He began to wipe Kazuya’s body with wet towel. “I really love you. You should’ve known that. I don’t want anyone to separate us.” Tatsuya said as he wipe Kazuya’s body.
Kazuya didn’t say anything. Tatsuya kept wiping his body then he kissed Kazuya, slowly and gently. He kissed from Kazuya’s lips down to his jaw then to his neck. “I just want to make you happy, Kazuya. You’re happy with me, right?” Tatsuya asked before kissing Kazuya’s neck again.
There was still no response from Kazuya. It made Tatsuya started to feel annoyed, almost mad. “Kazuya, you’re happy with me, right?” He asked again in higher tone. It caused Kazuya to flinch.
Yet, Kazuya still hadn’t answered to Tatsuya’s question. Tatsuya bite his nipple not so gently, resulting a weak groan from Kazuya. “That’s good. That’s my boy, Kazuya.” Tatsuya whispered.
Tatsuya moved his mouth down to Kazuya’s torso while his right hand was moving lower. The towel was forgotten, it was replaced with Tatsuya’s mouth and hand on Kazuya’s body. Tatsuya was kissing and licking anything of Kazuya’s body that he could reach. Trailing Kazuya’s torso with his tongue and then back to his neck to leave a mark there. While his hand kept touching everything he could find.
Tatsuya kept chanting that Kazuya was his treasure, that he loved Kazuya, that Kazuya was his one and only. Kazuya couldn’t help to feel disgusted even though Tatsuya was touching him lovingly and gently. He wanted to fight back but he was too weak to do so.
Satisfied with marking and touching Kazuya’s body, Tatsuya took a time to admire Kazuya’s body. It had been four days so Tatsuya couldn’t contain his lust anymore. He couldn’t wait any longer. Undressing himself, Tatsuya parted Kazuya’s legs and settled himself between it. Kazuya could only close his eyes. Without preparation, Tatsuya entered Kazuya. It made Kazuya winced, his face contorted with pain. It hurt him badly.
Tatsuya started moving inside of Kazuya. He kept thrusting without waiting Kazuya to adjust, ignoring the uncomfortable look on Kazuya’s face. His thrust made Kazuya groaned in pain. Kazuya tried to moved his body but he couldn’t because he was too weak. Tatsuya then leaned his body, hugging Kazuya to made him stay in place. “Kazuya..” Tatsuya moaned between his thrust.
Kazuya didn’t want this but he couldn’t do anything. His boyfriend was stronger than him, and when Tatsuya sneaked his hand between their bodies to grab his manhood, he couldn’t help to groan weakly.
“Come for me, my love.” Tatsuya said as he pumped Kazuya’s manhood in sync with his thrust. He bite Kazuya’s lower lips, making him groaned and cum in his boyfriend hand.
Feeling the stickiness on his hand, Tatsuya smirked and continued thrusting, seeking for his release. With few more hard thrust, he finally came inside Kazuya. Releasing his seed while riding his orgasm. After he finished, he leaned forward and caressed Kazuya’s cheek lovingly.
“Look at me, Kazuya.” Tatsuya ordered Kazuya. But Kazuya kept his eyes shut, seemingly didn’t want to see Tatsuya.
“Look at me!” Tatsuya grabbed his jaw quite harshly. Making Kazuya who was almost slipped out to unconsciousness opening his eyes.
“Promise me to listen and obey my words.”
Kazuya was only giving him a weak look. He didn’t want to answer and he was also too tired to answer.
“Promise me!!” Tatsuya tightened his grab on Kazuya’s jaw.
“I promise..” Kazuya finally let out in weak voice.
“Promise me that you’ll always be my lover, Kazuya.” Tatsuya demanded more.
“Promise..” Kazuya said in a voice that sounded almost like a whisper.
Satisfied that he had finally made Kazuya to promise, Tatsuya released his jaw and pulled out from him. He then laid down beside Kazuya, pulling him closer and hugged him.
“I love you, Kazuya. I love you.” Tatsuya said while kissing Kazuya’s forehead. Unfortunately, Kazuya didn’t hear that because he was already passed out.
****
Kazuya was staying at home alone that day because Tatsuya had gone to buy groceries and stuffs. After the day he promised to Tatsuya, he wasn’t locked up inside the storage room anymore. Tatsuya let him out to wander inside their apartment, Kazuya was still not allowed to outside of the apartment though. Thus, he couldn’t go to work or even went to take trash outside.
Kazuya didn’t have a lot of things to do inside the apartment because Tatsuya took care of him very well. His boyfriend also gave him full attention, acted nice and lovingly to him. Kazuya hoped that Tatsuya would act like that forever and let him going back to work again. Before all this happened, Kazuya was the type of person who devote himself to his work. He basically stayed at the office for the entire afternoon and went back to apartment at night. Now that he wasn’t allowed to go to work, he felt bored. He slumped on the couch in front of the television.
It had been two hours since Tatsuya went out and there was still no sign of his boyfriend to come home. Feeling a bit hungry, Kazuya hoped that there was something inside the refrigerator that he could use for cooking.
Kazuya was walking to the kitchen when he heard the doorbell rang. At first, he thought to ignore it. Tatsuya wouldn’t be happy if he knew that Kazuya interacted with whoever outside. The person outside kept ringing the doorbell for few times until it went silence. Kazuya thought the person outside already went away.
The doorbell started ringing again. Feeling curious, Kazuya peek from the peephole and saw two guys standing outside. There were Koki and Junno, his working mate. Kazuya tried to stay silent so that those two guys would think that the apartment was empty and just go. But then to Kazuya’s surprised, he heard someone knocking the door.
“Kazuya, we know you’re inside. Please open the door.” That was Koki’s voice. Kazuya stayed silent.
“Kazuya, we will stay here if you don’t open the door!” Koki shouted again.
Kazuya’s body began to tremble. He leaned his body on the door. He didn’t want to open the door because he was worried for Koki and Junno fate. Tatsuya wasn’t home but what if he came home when Kazuya opened the door and saw him talk with Koki and Junno? Nothing good would come out of that. Besides, how could Koki be so sure that he was at home.
“Kazuya!” Kazuya heard Junno’s voice calling his name.
Kazuya still didn’t want to open the door but he finally let out his voice. “Go away!” He shouted with a trembling voice.
“See.. he’s inside. I told you.” Kazuya heard Koki talked to Junno.
“Kazuya, we’re worried about you. You didn’t come to work for days.” Junno said.
“I’m fine. Just go away.”
“Jin and Nakamaru passed away, you suddenly disappeared and you said you’re fine??” Koki sounded annoyed or frustrated. “What has really happened?”
Kazuya didn’t answer. “There was a police officer came to our office yesterday. He said the police couldn’t contact you at all.” Junno added.
“Yeah.. They tried to talk to you but your boyfriend said to them that you’re too shocked with Jin and Nakamaru’s death.” Koki continued the explanation.
“I’m fine. I just need some rest. Go home!” Still not opening the door, the conversation between Kazuya and Junno also Koki was separated by the closed door of Kazuya’s apartment.
“You are totally not fine, Kazuya.” It’s Junno’s voice again. “You’ve got this quite big project going on, yet you’re not even come to work, and what, you’re taking a rest? Something just feels not right about this.”
“Do you think we are that stupid?” It’s Koki’s turn. “I will call this apartment security or even police if you don’t open the door.”
Kazuya started to feel panic creeping on him. If Koki really called for the security or even police, it would create a bigger problem not only for him but for everyone involved. Tatsuya would do something even crazier than before. Kazuya’s brain worked fast, he needed to make Koki and Junno to go away from this apartment before his boyfriend was back. So he opened the door to talk to them directly. Because he was sure Koki and Junno won’t just go away like that if they hadn’t seen him.
Koki and Junno stormed inside right after Kazuya opened the door. Kazuya tried to pushed them outside but to no avail, both Koki and Junno were already inside. Even Junno dragged him to the living room.
“Wait wait! I didn’t allow both of you to come inside!” Kazuya protested as he was dragged by Junno to the living room.
“You won’t allow us anyway.” Koki said with a shrugged. Closing the door and following inside.
“You look thinner, Kame.” Junno stated, he released Kazuya from his grip and then sat on the sofa, followed by Koki beside him.
“Tell us what happened.” Koki demand an explanation from Kazuya.
“I’m fine, really. Please go home.” Kazuya pleaded, looking tired and obviously didn’t want to reveal anything to Koki and Junno. “I will go back to work once I’m ready.” He tried to assure both of his workmates.
“Where’s your boyfriend? It seems that he’s right. You’re too shocked with Jin and Maru’s death.” Koki was ignoring Kazuya’s plea. “I think it’s better if we talk to him.”
Kazuya’s eyes opened widely. “NO!” He shrieked in horror hearing what Koki said. Nothing good would come from Koki and Tatsuya’s talk, if they ever had a chance to talk to each other. Especially regarding this matter, Tatsuya wouldn’t be happy, Kazuya thought.
Seeing Kazuya’s panic face, Junno asked. “Why? Why are you looking like that? Do you have any trouble with him at the moment?”
“Did he do something bad to you?” Koki asked because Kazuya looked suspiciously weird and scared.
“No, I’m fine.” Kazuya persist.
“But we only want to help you.” Junno said, clearly didn’t get it why Kazuya looked so fidgety when Koki started asking him about his boyfriend.
“I’m seriously fine. I don’t need your help because I don’t want you guys to get in to trouble.” Kazuya finally said what he had kept in mind.
It perked Koki’s interest. “Trouble? So you’re really in trouble then.”
Kazuya realized his slip, but he couldn’t take back what he already said.
“Is it between you and your boyfriend?” Koki continued to ask him question that he didn’t want to answer.
They were too engrossed in talking, they didn’t even hear the sound of someone opening the front door.
“Yeah Kame, you are so weird. What is happening with your boyfriend? Where is he right now?” Junno added more question.
“You can share with us if you have a trouble with your boyfriend. Probably we could help.” Koki suggested.
“No.. He.. I..” Kazuya stuttered.
Just then, Koki groaned loudly and slumped forward. Junno was so shocked because he saw blood on Koki’s back. Then Junno kneeled beside Koki, totally clueless with what happened. He needed to take Koki to the hospital.
When Junno was trying to help Koki to get up, he heard Kazuya’s voice.
“NO!!!” Kazuya shouted.
Junno turned his head around to see a guy holding a bloody knife. Rage was written on his face.
“No Tatsuya! No!! They didn’t do anything!” Kazuya still rooted in his place.
So this was Kame’s boyfriend, Junno thought.
Junno was finally managed to help Koki to get up, he’s ready to get out of this apartment and call for help. Unfortunately, he felt someone pushed him aside from his back. Koki groaned when they fell to the floor.
“No Tatsuya!! You can’t do that!!”
Kazuya pushed Junno and Koki aside when Tatsuya was trying to stab Junno. Kazuya needed those two to get out of this apartment soon. He knew that Tatsuya wouldn’t stab him, he could deal with Tatsuya if these two weren’t here anymore.
Too bad luck was not on Kazuya’s side. When he was about to run to open the door so that Koki and Junno could get out, Tatsuya launched himself to Kazuya’s body then dragged him to their bedroom. Kazuya struggled, hoping that Koki and Junno could find a way out. The last thing he saw before Tatsuya slammed the door was Junno supporting Koki to walk toward the door.
Not long after that, Kazuya heard someone’s screaming outside. He immediately ran toward the door and started banging the door forcefully.
“Tatsuya open the door!!” Kazuya shouted. “LET ME OUT!” He used all of his energy to shout.
Kazuya heard another scream. He wasn’t sure if that was Junno’s or Koki’s scream. But he was sure that if he didn’t get out of the bedroom, Tatsuya would kill both Koki and Junno. Koki was injured, it would be impossible for Junno to fight Tatsuya alone. Tatsuya was an excellent boxer, years of training had made him really strong, despite his relatively small body.
“Ueda Tatsuya!! Get me out of here!!” Kazuya desperately screamed. His scream was only responded by a series of screams from outside though. It could be from Koki or Junno.
Kazuya kept banging the door with his bare hands. He wasn’t strong enough to break the door. Thus, he started throwing anything within his reach to the door.
“Please!! Forgive me! I didn’t do anything to Kame. We just wanted to help him!” Kazuya heard Junno’s voice, begging and sobbing. He didn’t want imagine what Tatsuya was doing to him to make him begging like that. It must had been something horrible.
Then he heard Junno’s scream again. “No! Stop! Stop it! Koki can’t take it anymore!”
“Shut up! You dare to lay your filthy hands on my sweet Kazuya. Therefore, you should get a punishment.” Kazuya heard Tatsuya’s evil laugh followed by a cry of pain.
Kazuya couldn’t bear to hear it anymore. He must save Koki and Junno. “Tatsuya, stop it! I’m sorry! I promise to obey your words!! Please stop torturing them!.” Kazuya beg and kept banging the door. “They’re innocent! They didn’t do anything! It was my fault!” Kazuya shouted between his sob.
“Oh so you decided to defend them, Kazuya?!” Tatsuya asked emotionally. “You care about them that much, huh?”
After that there was a sound of a person choked followed by a shriek. “NO!! KOKI!!”
Junno’s shriek made Kazuya went berserk. “DAMMIT YOU PSYCHO! OPEN THIS DOOR!!” He began to kick the door, ignoring the pain that started to run on his body.
“Now it’s your turn!” Tatsuya laughed like a maniac.
“You bastard!! Go to hell!” Junno cursed.
“JUNNO RUN!!!” Kazuya shouted from the bedroom. He tried to find something more useful to break the door but looked like Tatsuya had already get rid of everything that could help Kazuya to break the door. There was even no scissors or anything. He already threw away countless things to the door but it still wouldn’t open.
Then he heard Junno’s scream again. Pleading to Tatsuya to spare his life. After that, there was a scream again. Kazuya fell on his knees, he didn’t know what to do anymore. It was his fault his friends must face a fate like this. Kazuya covered his ears with both of his hand and closed his eyes. He didn’t want to hear anything, he didn’t want to hear Junno’s plea or scream. He began to bang his head to the door until darkness came to him.
****
Kazuya felt his head hurt. He woke up on his bed. He didn’t know for how long he had lost consciousness but the last thing he remembered was someone’s scream. It was probably just a dream. He started to think hard. Silence was hung over the bedroom, it almost looked like nothing had happened. But when he saw his surrounding which was a mess, a flash of memories struck him. He remembered throwing stuffs to the door, kicking the door, someone’s screaming. Koki and Junno! He began to feel panic prickling on his skin.
He tried to get up when he heard a sound of bathroom door opened. “Oh you’re awake, Kazuya.” That voice made Kazuya froze.
He heard a sound of steps getting nearer. “What’s wrong?” It was Tatsuya, whispered to Kazuya’s ear.
Kazuya backed away immediately, trying to get as far as possible from his psycho boyfriend. But Tatsuya was fast, he grabbed Kazuya’s hair and forced him to look at his face. “What are you doing, Kazuya? Are you trying to run away from me?”
“Get off me you murderer!” Kazuya spat. “What did you do to my friends?!”
“Oh.. you want to know?” Tatsuya asked before dragging Kazuya out of the bedroom sadistically.
“Let go of me!” Kazuya struggled while being dragged to the living room. Kazuya’s struggle was futile, he couldn’t fight back because he was absolutely weaker than his boyfriend.
At the living room, Kazuya’s was thrown to the floor that made him slumped down. He saw something that was so terrifying when he opened his eyes. Kazuya stared in horror at his surrounding. The floor was covered by blood.
“Like what you see?” Tatsuya asked from behind him. Kazuya couldn’t move his body. He froze in shock. He didn’t know what to do.
“That’s what you get from betraying me.” Tatsuya whispered in Kazuya’s ear while pointing at something in front of Kazuya. “To remind you of your sweet friends.” Then he left Kazuya alone at the living room.
Kazuya didn’t let out any reaction. He just stared at a piece of thumb and an ear. As if his brain had turned off and his body completely turned into automatic mode, Kazuya swept the bloody floor with his sleeves.
****
Several weeks later..
Tatsuya was just finished shower. He walked out from the bathroom to find that Kazuya wasn’t in the bedroom. Before Tatsuya entered the bathroom, he saw that Kazuya was still sleeping after their morning rounds. Tatsuya dressed up and walked to the living room.
There, he found Kazuya lying on his stomach on the floor. Tatsuya walked closer and saw that Kazuya was actually wiping the floor repeatedly with such a gloomy expression and disheveled hair.
“Kazuya?” Tatsuya called his name softly.
Kazuya didn’t respond, he was too content with what he was doing.
Then Tatsuya kneel beside him, stroking Kazuya’s hair lovingly. “Kazuya, what are you doing?” He asked, his voice was gentle.
Kazuya turned his head to see Tatsuya. “Blood.” He only said that.
“Blood? But there’s no blood on this floor.”
Kazuya divert his eyes back to the floor, staring the floor for a while and then continued wiping it, ignoring Tatsuya.
Tatsuya snatched the cloth from Kazuya quite harshly. “I said there is no blood in there!”
Kazuya looked at him quietly.
“Come on, it’s your time to drink your medicine.” Tatsuya said before walking to the kitchen to get Kazuya’s medicine. He put the cloth that Kazuya used to wipe the floor on the rack in the kitchen.
When Tatsuya was about to get the medicine, he heard the sound from the television in the living room.
Breaking News..
Murder suspect of Akanishi, Nakamaru, Tanaka, and Taguchi, which was their working partner, was found guilty. He heard the sound of the anchor woman from tv saying that. And sentenced to death according to the prosecutor and family of the victims.
Tatsuya peeked from the kitchen to see the television. The television was showing a guy, handcuffed, and was took away by the police officers to get inside the car. Then after that, the camera was directed to one of the family of the victims.
He was such a cruel murderer! A psychopath. He deserved death penalty after what he done. The person said.
Seeing that, Tatsuya’s lips formed a smirk. Then he walked back to the kitchen to get Kazuya’s medicine and a glass of water. Tatsuya checked the pills on his hand, he already took the antidepressant, after that he walked to the living room.
Back to the living room, Tatsuya saw Kazuya sat on the floor with his back leaning to the wall, tilting his head a bit to the left, eyes looked empty. Tatsuya only smiled seeing Kazuya’s position. He put the glass and Kazuya’s medicine on the table and approached Kazuya before settling himself beside him.
“I have been thinking about it for some times.” Tatsuya talked to Kazuya. “It would be better if we move from this place. To the new area that more peaceful. So that you won’t get disturbed.”
Silence was Kazuya’s answer.
“I love you, Kazuya.” Tatsuya said softly.
Kazuya stayed in silent for few seconds. “I love you too.” Kazuya finally responded quietly.
A smile appeared on Tatsuya’s lips as he leaned his head on Kazuya’s shoulder. Kazuya might looked empty as if he had lost his soul and would never get back from the darkness. But for Tatsuya, it was the best because Kazuya would be his forever.
THE END
a/n:
Bananashi: So that's the end of this fic.. I planned to post it last Monday but then for some unknown reasons, I ended up posting it today. lol Sorry for the very late update. I hope the ending doesn't disappoint you, lovely reader. Got the inspiration from a fanart made by http://de-sh.deviantart.com
and also from wink up photoshoot where Kame is mopping the floor with such a dramatic expression (I don't save the pic on my laptop, will put it later after I find it XD).
The whole plot was created by babanashi, I'm just in charge on writing this (and posting it on this LJ).. The last but not the least, we would like to thank everyone who have read this! <3 Comments are always loved btw.
Babanashi: Thank you for reading this fic. I am really sorry that Desolation Angel is still in process. I wasn't abble to arrange the idea on how to torture Kame-chan more. *kicked*
I will try my best (to torture Kame-chan more). *devilish laugh*
This is the Wink Up picture that bananashi mentioned:
See you later!
Pairing: kameda, akame (friendship)
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Au, Smut, Drama, Horror, Suspense
Warnings: Characters death, violence, sadistic!Tatsuya, more warning will appear on the next chapters.
Summary: Kazuya thought that having a possessive boyfriend mean he would be loved entirely and wouldn’t get betrayed. It turned out, too much love would send a person to the bottom of the darkness.
The next day, after countless of crying, screaming, and shouting, Kazuya threatened Tatsuya that he would call a police if he didn’t let him out of that room. He also bang the door and tried to break it. Tatsuya didn’t even trying to shut him up, he just ignored him all day. One day passed, the screaming and banging couldn’t be heard anymore. Kazuya had lost his energy.
Kazuya had used all of his energy for screaming and banging the door. His boyfriend didn’t give him food so now he slumped his body on the back of the door. Soft sniffle could be heard when Tatsuya passed by. “At least he is still alive.” Tatsuya muttered to himself.
Tatsuya was really angry with Kazuya’s act before. He felt the need to punish Kazuya for his unfaithfulness. And Tatsuya really done that, he even gave Kazuya gifts consist of Nakamaru’s and Akanishi ID cards, their blooded shirts, and even Akanishi’s finger. After that Tatsuya locked Kazuya up in that storage room with no food and drink.
After four days, Tatsuya finally opened the storage room’s door. Kazuya was half-conscious, sitting on the floor, if not for the wall that supporting his body, he might had already lying on the floor completely. No cries, no screams, no more harsh words came out from Kazuya, Tatsuya noted. Then he scooped Kazuya from the floor.
Kazuya opened his eyes to see who had disturbed him, seeing it was Tatsuya, Kazuya closed his eyes again. He had no energy left anymore, he would just let Tatsuya did whatever he wanted to do to him.
After scooping Kazuya’s body from the floor, Tatsuya saw the gifts he gave to Kazuya. Those were dumped at the very corner of the storage room, as if Kazuya didn’t want to see them. It made Tatsuya smirked.
Tatsuya carried Kazuya to their bedroom, laying him on their bed and pull the blanket to cover his body. His act was totally the opposite of a few days back when he left Kazuya inside that storage room just like that. He went to the kitchen to made warm drink and food for Kazuya after he tucked him to bed.
Tatsuya brought a cup of warm tea and a bowl of soft porridge from the kitchen. He shook Kazuya’s body gently to wake him up. Tatsuya knew that Kazuya must be hungry and tired. His act was full of love and attention. He helped Kazuya to sit on the bed and then also helping him to drink the warm tea by spooning it little by little. After that, he fed Kazuya with the soft porridge.
Finished with the food, Tatsuya then undressed Kazuya to clean his body. He began to wipe Kazuya’s body with wet towel. “I really love you. You should’ve known that. I don’t want anyone to separate us.” Tatsuya said as he wipe Kazuya’s body.
Kazuya didn’t say anything. Tatsuya kept wiping his body then he kissed Kazuya, slowly and gently. He kissed from Kazuya’s lips down to his jaw then to his neck. “I just want to make you happy, Kazuya. You’re happy with me, right?” Tatsuya asked before kissing Kazuya’s neck again.
There was still no response from Kazuya. It made Tatsuya started to feel annoyed, almost mad. “Kazuya, you’re happy with me, right?” He asked again in higher tone. It caused Kazuya to flinch.
Yet, Kazuya still hadn’t answered to Tatsuya’s question. Tatsuya bite his nipple not so gently, resulting a weak groan from Kazuya. “That’s good. That’s my boy, Kazuya.” Tatsuya whispered.
Tatsuya moved his mouth down to Kazuya’s torso while his right hand was moving lower. The towel was forgotten, it was replaced with Tatsuya’s mouth and hand on Kazuya’s body. Tatsuya was kissing and licking anything of Kazuya’s body that he could reach. Trailing Kazuya’s torso with his tongue and then back to his neck to leave a mark there. While his hand kept touching everything he could find.
Tatsuya kept chanting that Kazuya was his treasure, that he loved Kazuya, that Kazuya was his one and only. Kazuya couldn’t help to feel disgusted even though Tatsuya was touching him lovingly and gently. He wanted to fight back but he was too weak to do so.
Satisfied with marking and touching Kazuya’s body, Tatsuya took a time to admire Kazuya’s body. It had been four days so Tatsuya couldn’t contain his lust anymore. He couldn’t wait any longer. Undressing himself, Tatsuya parted Kazuya’s legs and settled himself between it. Kazuya could only close his eyes. Without preparation, Tatsuya entered Kazuya. It made Kazuya winced, his face contorted with pain. It hurt him badly.
Tatsuya started moving inside of Kazuya. He kept thrusting without waiting Kazuya to adjust, ignoring the uncomfortable look on Kazuya’s face. His thrust made Kazuya groaned in pain. Kazuya tried to moved his body but he couldn’t because he was too weak. Tatsuya then leaned his body, hugging Kazuya to made him stay in place. “Kazuya..” Tatsuya moaned between his thrust.
Kazuya didn’t want this but he couldn’t do anything. His boyfriend was stronger than him, and when Tatsuya sneaked his hand between their bodies to grab his manhood, he couldn’t help to groan weakly.
“Come for me, my love.” Tatsuya said as he pumped Kazuya’s manhood in sync with his thrust. He bite Kazuya’s lower lips, making him groaned and cum in his boyfriend hand.
Feeling the stickiness on his hand, Tatsuya smirked and continued thrusting, seeking for his release. With few more hard thrust, he finally came inside Kazuya. Releasing his seed while riding his orgasm. After he finished, he leaned forward and caressed Kazuya’s cheek lovingly.
“Look at me, Kazuya.” Tatsuya ordered Kazuya. But Kazuya kept his eyes shut, seemingly didn’t want to see Tatsuya.
“Look at me!” Tatsuya grabbed his jaw quite harshly. Making Kazuya who was almost slipped out to unconsciousness opening his eyes.
“Promise me to listen and obey my words.”
Kazuya was only giving him a weak look. He didn’t want to answer and he was also too tired to answer.
“Promise me!!” Tatsuya tightened his grab on Kazuya’s jaw.
“I promise..” Kazuya finally let out in weak voice.
“Promise me that you’ll always be my lover, Kazuya.” Tatsuya demanded more.
“Promise..” Kazuya said in a voice that sounded almost like a whisper.
Satisfied that he had finally made Kazuya to promise, Tatsuya released his jaw and pulled out from him. He then laid down beside Kazuya, pulling him closer and hugged him.
“I love you, Kazuya. I love you.” Tatsuya said while kissing Kazuya’s forehead. Unfortunately, Kazuya didn’t hear that because he was already passed out.
****
Kazuya was staying at home alone that day because Tatsuya had gone to buy groceries and stuffs. After the day he promised to Tatsuya, he wasn’t locked up inside the storage room anymore. Tatsuya let him out to wander inside their apartment, Kazuya was still not allowed to outside of the apartment though. Thus, he couldn’t go to work or even went to take trash outside.
Kazuya didn’t have a lot of things to do inside the apartment because Tatsuya took care of him very well. His boyfriend also gave him full attention, acted nice and lovingly to him. Kazuya hoped that Tatsuya would act like that forever and let him going back to work again. Before all this happened, Kazuya was the type of person who devote himself to his work. He basically stayed at the office for the entire afternoon and went back to apartment at night. Now that he wasn’t allowed to go to work, he felt bored. He slumped on the couch in front of the television.
It had been two hours since Tatsuya went out and there was still no sign of his boyfriend to come home. Feeling a bit hungry, Kazuya hoped that there was something inside the refrigerator that he could use for cooking.
Kazuya was walking to the kitchen when he heard the doorbell rang. At first, he thought to ignore it. Tatsuya wouldn’t be happy if he knew that Kazuya interacted with whoever outside. The person outside kept ringing the doorbell for few times until it went silence. Kazuya thought the person outside already went away.
The doorbell started ringing again. Feeling curious, Kazuya peek from the peephole and saw two guys standing outside. There were Koki and Junno, his working mate. Kazuya tried to stay silent so that those two guys would think that the apartment was empty and just go. But then to Kazuya’s surprised, he heard someone knocking the door.
“Kazuya, we know you’re inside. Please open the door.” That was Koki’s voice. Kazuya stayed silent.
“Kazuya, we will stay here if you don’t open the door!” Koki shouted again.
Kazuya’s body began to tremble. He leaned his body on the door. He didn’t want to open the door because he was worried for Koki and Junno fate. Tatsuya wasn’t home but what if he came home when Kazuya opened the door and saw him talk with Koki and Junno? Nothing good would come out of that. Besides, how could Koki be so sure that he was at home.
“Kazuya!” Kazuya heard Junno’s voice calling his name.
Kazuya still didn’t want to open the door but he finally let out his voice. “Go away!” He shouted with a trembling voice.
“See.. he’s inside. I told you.” Kazuya heard Koki talked to Junno.
“Kazuya, we’re worried about you. You didn’t come to work for days.” Junno said.
“I’m fine. Just go away.”
“Jin and Nakamaru passed away, you suddenly disappeared and you said you’re fine??” Koki sounded annoyed or frustrated. “What has really happened?”
Kazuya didn’t answer. “There was a police officer came to our office yesterday. He said the police couldn’t contact you at all.” Junno added.
“Yeah.. They tried to talk to you but your boyfriend said to them that you’re too shocked with Jin and Nakamaru’s death.” Koki continued the explanation.
“I’m fine. I just need some rest. Go home!” Still not opening the door, the conversation between Kazuya and Junno also Koki was separated by the closed door of Kazuya’s apartment.
“You are totally not fine, Kazuya.” It’s Junno’s voice again. “You’ve got this quite big project going on, yet you’re not even come to work, and what, you’re taking a rest? Something just feels not right about this.”
“Do you think we are that stupid?” It’s Koki’s turn. “I will call this apartment security or even police if you don’t open the door.”
Kazuya started to feel panic creeping on him. If Koki really called for the security or even police, it would create a bigger problem not only for him but for everyone involved. Tatsuya would do something even crazier than before. Kazuya’s brain worked fast, he needed to make Koki and Junno to go away from this apartment before his boyfriend was back. So he opened the door to talk to them directly. Because he was sure Koki and Junno won’t just go away like that if they hadn’t seen him.
Koki and Junno stormed inside right after Kazuya opened the door. Kazuya tried to pushed them outside but to no avail, both Koki and Junno were already inside. Even Junno dragged him to the living room.
“Wait wait! I didn’t allow both of you to come inside!” Kazuya protested as he was dragged by Junno to the living room.
“You won’t allow us anyway.” Koki said with a shrugged. Closing the door and following inside.
“You look thinner, Kame.” Junno stated, he released Kazuya from his grip and then sat on the sofa, followed by Koki beside him.
“Tell us what happened.” Koki demand an explanation from Kazuya.
“I’m fine, really. Please go home.” Kazuya pleaded, looking tired and obviously didn’t want to reveal anything to Koki and Junno. “I will go back to work once I’m ready.” He tried to assure both of his workmates.
“Where’s your boyfriend? It seems that he’s right. You’re too shocked with Jin and Maru’s death.” Koki was ignoring Kazuya’s plea. “I think it’s better if we talk to him.”
Kazuya’s eyes opened widely. “NO!” He shrieked in horror hearing what Koki said. Nothing good would come from Koki and Tatsuya’s talk, if they ever had a chance to talk to each other. Especially regarding this matter, Tatsuya wouldn’t be happy, Kazuya thought.
Seeing Kazuya’s panic face, Junno asked. “Why? Why are you looking like that? Do you have any trouble with him at the moment?”
“Did he do something bad to you?” Koki asked because Kazuya looked suspiciously weird and scared.
“No, I’m fine.” Kazuya persist.
“But we only want to help you.” Junno said, clearly didn’t get it why Kazuya looked so fidgety when Koki started asking him about his boyfriend.
“I’m seriously fine. I don’t need your help because I don’t want you guys to get in to trouble.” Kazuya finally said what he had kept in mind.
It perked Koki’s interest. “Trouble? So you’re really in trouble then.”
Kazuya realized his slip, but he couldn’t take back what he already said.
“Is it between you and your boyfriend?” Koki continued to ask him question that he didn’t want to answer.
They were too engrossed in talking, they didn’t even hear the sound of someone opening the front door.
“Yeah Kame, you are so weird. What is happening with your boyfriend? Where is he right now?” Junno added more question.
“You can share with us if you have a trouble with your boyfriend. Probably we could help.” Koki suggested.
“No.. He.. I..” Kazuya stuttered.
Just then, Koki groaned loudly and slumped forward. Junno was so shocked because he saw blood on Koki’s back. Then Junno kneeled beside Koki, totally clueless with what happened. He needed to take Koki to the hospital.
When Junno was trying to help Koki to get up, he heard Kazuya’s voice.
“NO!!!” Kazuya shouted.
Junno turned his head around to see a guy holding a bloody knife. Rage was written on his face.
“No Tatsuya! No!! They didn’t do anything!” Kazuya still rooted in his place.
So this was Kame’s boyfriend, Junno thought.
Junno was finally managed to help Koki to get up, he’s ready to get out of this apartment and call for help. Unfortunately, he felt someone pushed him aside from his back. Koki groaned when they fell to the floor.
“No Tatsuya!! You can’t do that!!”
Kazuya pushed Junno and Koki aside when Tatsuya was trying to stab Junno. Kazuya needed those two to get out of this apartment soon. He knew that Tatsuya wouldn’t stab him, he could deal with Tatsuya if these two weren’t here anymore.
Too bad luck was not on Kazuya’s side. When he was about to run to open the door so that Koki and Junno could get out, Tatsuya launched himself to Kazuya’s body then dragged him to their bedroom. Kazuya struggled, hoping that Koki and Junno could find a way out. The last thing he saw before Tatsuya slammed the door was Junno supporting Koki to walk toward the door.
Not long after that, Kazuya heard someone’s screaming outside. He immediately ran toward the door and started banging the door forcefully.
“Tatsuya open the door!!” Kazuya shouted. “LET ME OUT!” He used all of his energy to shout.
Kazuya heard another scream. He wasn’t sure if that was Junno’s or Koki’s scream. But he was sure that if he didn’t get out of the bedroom, Tatsuya would kill both Koki and Junno. Koki was injured, it would be impossible for Junno to fight Tatsuya alone. Tatsuya was an excellent boxer, years of training had made him really strong, despite his relatively small body.
“Ueda Tatsuya!! Get me out of here!!” Kazuya desperately screamed. His scream was only responded by a series of screams from outside though. It could be from Koki or Junno.
Kazuya kept banging the door with his bare hands. He wasn’t strong enough to break the door. Thus, he started throwing anything within his reach to the door.
“Please!! Forgive me! I didn’t do anything to Kame. We just wanted to help him!” Kazuya heard Junno’s voice, begging and sobbing. He didn’t want imagine what Tatsuya was doing to him to make him begging like that. It must had been something horrible.
Then he heard Junno’s scream again. “No! Stop! Stop it! Koki can’t take it anymore!”
“Shut up! You dare to lay your filthy hands on my sweet Kazuya. Therefore, you should get a punishment.” Kazuya heard Tatsuya’s evil laugh followed by a cry of pain.
Kazuya couldn’t bear to hear it anymore. He must save Koki and Junno. “Tatsuya, stop it! I’m sorry! I promise to obey your words!! Please stop torturing them!.” Kazuya beg and kept banging the door. “They’re innocent! They didn’t do anything! It was my fault!” Kazuya shouted between his sob.
“Oh so you decided to defend them, Kazuya?!” Tatsuya asked emotionally. “You care about them that much, huh?”
After that there was a sound of a person choked followed by a shriek. “NO!! KOKI!!”
Junno’s shriek made Kazuya went berserk. “DAMMIT YOU PSYCHO! OPEN THIS DOOR!!” He began to kick the door, ignoring the pain that started to run on his body.
“Now it’s your turn!” Tatsuya laughed like a maniac.
“You bastard!! Go to hell!” Junno cursed.
“JUNNO RUN!!!” Kazuya shouted from the bedroom. He tried to find something more useful to break the door but looked like Tatsuya had already get rid of everything that could help Kazuya to break the door. There was even no scissors or anything. He already threw away countless things to the door but it still wouldn’t open.
Then he heard Junno’s scream again. Pleading to Tatsuya to spare his life. After that, there was a scream again. Kazuya fell on his knees, he didn’t know what to do anymore. It was his fault his friends must face a fate like this. Kazuya covered his ears with both of his hand and closed his eyes. He didn’t want to hear anything, he didn’t want to hear Junno’s plea or scream. He began to bang his head to the door until darkness came to him.
****
Kazuya felt his head hurt. He woke up on his bed. He didn’t know for how long he had lost consciousness but the last thing he remembered was someone’s scream. It was probably just a dream. He started to think hard. Silence was hung over the bedroom, it almost looked like nothing had happened. But when he saw his surrounding which was a mess, a flash of memories struck him. He remembered throwing stuffs to the door, kicking the door, someone’s screaming. Koki and Junno! He began to feel panic prickling on his skin.
He tried to get up when he heard a sound of bathroom door opened. “Oh you’re awake, Kazuya.” That voice made Kazuya froze.
He heard a sound of steps getting nearer. “What’s wrong?” It was Tatsuya, whispered to Kazuya’s ear.
Kazuya backed away immediately, trying to get as far as possible from his psycho boyfriend. But Tatsuya was fast, he grabbed Kazuya’s hair and forced him to look at his face. “What are you doing, Kazuya? Are you trying to run away from me?”
“Get off me you murderer!” Kazuya spat. “What did you do to my friends?!”
“Oh.. you want to know?” Tatsuya asked before dragging Kazuya out of the bedroom sadistically.
“Let go of me!” Kazuya struggled while being dragged to the living room. Kazuya’s struggle was futile, he couldn’t fight back because he was absolutely weaker than his boyfriend.
At the living room, Kazuya’s was thrown to the floor that made him slumped down. He saw something that was so terrifying when he opened his eyes. Kazuya stared in horror at his surrounding. The floor was covered by blood.
“Like what you see?” Tatsuya asked from behind him. Kazuya couldn’t move his body. He froze in shock. He didn’t know what to do.
“That’s what you get from betraying me.” Tatsuya whispered in Kazuya’s ear while pointing at something in front of Kazuya. “To remind you of your sweet friends.” Then he left Kazuya alone at the living room.
Kazuya didn’t let out any reaction. He just stared at a piece of thumb and an ear. As if his brain had turned off and his body completely turned into automatic mode, Kazuya swept the bloody floor with his sleeves.
****
Several weeks later..
Tatsuya was just finished shower. He walked out from the bathroom to find that Kazuya wasn’t in the bedroom. Before Tatsuya entered the bathroom, he saw that Kazuya was still sleeping after their morning rounds. Tatsuya dressed up and walked to the living room.
There, he found Kazuya lying on his stomach on the floor. Tatsuya walked closer and saw that Kazuya was actually wiping the floor repeatedly with such a gloomy expression and disheveled hair.
“Kazuya?” Tatsuya called his name softly.
Kazuya didn’t respond, he was too content with what he was doing.
Then Tatsuya kneel beside him, stroking Kazuya’s hair lovingly. “Kazuya, what are you doing?” He asked, his voice was gentle.
Kazuya turned his head to see Tatsuya. “Blood.” He only said that.
“Blood? But there’s no blood on this floor.”
Kazuya divert his eyes back to the floor, staring the floor for a while and then continued wiping it, ignoring Tatsuya.
Tatsuya snatched the cloth from Kazuya quite harshly. “I said there is no blood in there!”
Kazuya looked at him quietly.
“Come on, it’s your time to drink your medicine.” Tatsuya said before walking to the kitchen to get Kazuya’s medicine. He put the cloth that Kazuya used to wipe the floor on the rack in the kitchen.
When Tatsuya was about to get the medicine, he heard the sound from the television in the living room.
Breaking News..
Murder suspect of Akanishi, Nakamaru, Tanaka, and Taguchi, which was their working partner, was found guilty. He heard the sound of the anchor woman from tv saying that. And sentenced to death according to the prosecutor and family of the victims.
Tatsuya peeked from the kitchen to see the television. The television was showing a guy, handcuffed, and was took away by the police officers to get inside the car. Then after that, the camera was directed to one of the family of the victims.
He was such a cruel murderer! A psychopath. He deserved death penalty after what he done. The person said.
Seeing that, Tatsuya’s lips formed a smirk. Then he walked back to the kitchen to get Kazuya’s medicine and a glass of water. Tatsuya checked the pills on his hand, he already took the antidepressant, after that he walked to the living room.
Back to the living room, Tatsuya saw Kazuya sat on the floor with his back leaning to the wall, tilting his head a bit to the left, eyes looked empty. Tatsuya only smiled seeing Kazuya’s position. He put the glass and Kazuya’s medicine on the table and approached Kazuya before settling himself beside him.
“I have been thinking about it for some times.” Tatsuya talked to Kazuya. “It would be better if we move from this place. To the new area that more peaceful. So that you won’t get disturbed.”
Silence was Kazuya’s answer.
“I love you, Kazuya.” Tatsuya said softly.
Kazuya stayed in silent for few seconds. “I love you too.” Kazuya finally responded quietly.
A smile appeared on Tatsuya’s lips as he leaned his head on Kazuya’s shoulder. Kazuya might looked empty as if he had lost his soul and would never get back from the darkness. But for Tatsuya, it was the best because Kazuya would be his forever.
THE END
a/n:
Bananashi: So that's the end of this fic.. I planned to post it last Monday but then for some unknown reasons, I ended up posting it today. lol Sorry for the very late update. I hope the ending doesn't disappoint you, lovely reader. Got the inspiration from a fanart made by http://de-sh.deviantart.com
and also from wink up photoshoot where Kame is mopping the floor with such a dramatic expression (I don't save the pic on my laptop, will put it later after I find it XD).
The whole plot was created by babanashi, I'm just in charge on writing this (and posting it on this LJ).. The last but not the least, we would like to thank everyone who have read this! <3 Comments are always loved btw.
Babanashi: Thank you for reading this fic. I am really sorry that Desolation Angel is still in process. I wasn't abble to arrange the idea on how to torture Kame-chan more. *kicked*
I will try my best (to torture Kame-chan more). *devilish laugh*
This is the Wink Up picture that bananashi mentioned:
See you later!