to all of my online "friends"

Aug 30, 2009 19:03

we  are not actually friends as i am not officially a person to you. i am a bunch of pixels and a voice on ventrillo, nothing more or less ( Read more... )

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altimamantoid August 30 2009, 11:13:09 UTC
I have something to say, and I've thought about this long and hard.

Israfel actually made an attempt to apologize to you. He even gave an explanation as to why he said it. This obviously didn't mean anything to you, so now the situation is blowing up because you want to make it a bigger deal than it was. As for how "legitimate" of an apology it was, that doesn't even matter at this point. Case being, he tried, you didn't want to hear it, and thus he made the attempt.

I was having a great day. Got to go see the fights, even though both guys I was pulling for both lost their respective bouts. I even texted you the whole way through talking to you. Obviously this must mean you are more than "pixels and a voice" to me. I can't make that any more clear.

I don't know if that matters since you are constantly pushing me away, no matter how much I give to you to try to make you feel better. I've done a lot of sacrificing on your behalf, things you don't quite really think about or maybe even know about.

Coming back to my previous point, my day was great until I got the text saying Isra told you to stfu. Now keep in mind, as soon as you sent me the texts, I CALLED him myself and talked to him ON THE PHONE about it. He gave me his side of things, and we talked about it. However you kept letting it go on, and then you get pissed at me, even though you know, I had nothing to do with it and even tried to fix the situation. I can't make people like people. I can only ask people to get along for the sake of a common goal. You constantly let petty things get to you. Like Braela's "antisocial" comment. He was trying to be helpful to you, and what did you do? You've turned it into this, "Oh I'm antisocial!" bit instead of taking that as a signal to, you know, talk to me/Zero/Braela a bit more. We don't hate you, and we enjoy your company.

That doesn't matter anymore since you've obviously made your decision.

So, I'll be making mine.

And it doesn't look like a very pretty decision that I will be forced to make.

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banana_turkey August 30 2009, 11:24:03 UTC
well i could have screenshotted the convo i had with isra like a dick but i didnt. doesnt matter anyway, all i see is "blah blah blah you ruined my day blah blah blah gtfo my life"

fine. but you should know i HAVE been trying to talk to braela AND zero AND other people. it has brought nothing because it's like i'm talking to a wall- if i wanted to do that there is a wall next to me i can talk to.

and i think i know what that choice is. and i'll be taking that as a final goodbye from you. good. you've brought me nothing but trouble anyway. although pot calling kettle black eh? screw you too

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