Venting.
You know, I really want my song in this movie.
But not at the cost of my sanity, as that would kind of defeat the purpose.
Its a rat race to the finish line and its completely unfair now who wins because its not based on legit ANYTHING at this point. the site is fucked and the ones who happen to get through get through.
AND SOMEHOW THE SAME FOLKS HAVE MANAGED TO STAY IN THE TOP 20, ALL THEIR SONG SUBMISSIONS IN TACT - A GUY WITH THREE SONGS IN THE TOP 20, A WOMAN WITH 2...ANOTHER PERSON...OTHERS WHO HAVE STAYED THE WHOLE TIME.....without flinching.
and i just read on the fb group that someone over the course of a few hours got knocked from 4 to 18, and then out of the 20's. HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE? SOMETHING FISHY IS GOING ON.
and there people who are signed, there fucking are, and there's no way to prove it.
this contest is so fucked and if the winner is based on their current "voting" system, then it will NOT be a reflection of talent or a legitimate vote count. Someone somewhere is fucking the system....either with a computer program...or something. I'm not conspiracy theorizing here, its just too fucking fishy to ignore.
And its a shame, because we spent money, time and energy, an exorbitant amount of energy - to go against what? I don't even know. Its nonsensical.
A shame, I say. :(
for what its fucking worth, you can vote as much as you want / as the site lets you until tomorrow, monday, may 30th at 11:59PM EST here:
http://www.reneethemovie.com/soundtrack/index1.php?song_name=Open%20Book there's no rhyme or reason to the voting anymore so i don't even blame you if you don't wanna give your energy to this totally ludicrous and erratic system. I'm only still in it because i just fucking want my song in this movie, and any presence helps. Hell, being in the top 40 helps. I'm 34 out of almost 300, so that's something I guess. Maybe somebody will see the song and something will come of it, movie or not. But dammit. DAMMIT. it was just so perfect....from the getgo I felt it sync up, just like that. And now it probably will not happen, and I am so fucking disappointed. Just so fucking down about it.