life
well i know i havent written in this in awhile, bit i found it and otday i feel like gotta write in you.well mark and i are plannin on getting an apartment i 500 a month w/o utilities. its three huge bedrooms and a nice kitchen and bathroom i love it. i really do. but i feel like i cant afford it bc my current job im loosing hours because of the children. i can barely pay my car insurance if i just pay half every time ill be fine. but i dunno im scared its oing to be my fault why we dont get it which it will be w/o a doubt.i just dunno how o say it to mark hes soo strong headed and wants wha he wants i love that about him.im gonna marry him hopefully. i love him and i wanna be with him forever.he so wonderful he really does complete me. yea we get in our tiffs but were fine afta we both have bad tempers and stubborn. my rents love em. freinds kinda do. i love em thats all that matters dont u think.