*timmy
*ok i kinda already ruined a gr8 relationship. nobody knows how gr8 he is. he really is different. its sumtine bout him.and i h8 to say it n im scared to say it but he already has a piece of my heart. and im already scared im gonna loose him. and the only way i can really loose him rite now is if i stick wit eric. but u know wha im gonna get rid of him bc i really want this to work. i think another reason why i dont want to get rid of eric is bc im scared things wont go rite wit tim and i and then ill loose eric too. but i just see this as a smack in the face that u dont need eric and hes not good. im gonna start by ignorin his calls n so on. but the only big problem is that hes goin to the volleyball game this tuesday and tim wants to go. but im scared erics gonna get mad start a fite or just be mad at me but who cares rite. i shouldnt i gotta stop caring bout ppl that dont really care bout me n if their mad. bc i should be concentratin on the more improtant ppl like timmy. but i gotta go. im happy everythings beginning to turn round n work out.
)*(samantha
)*(samantha