Jun 25, 2006 18:14
I'm not sure how things are going right now. Some times things are great, sometimes not. I find it devistating when someone gives their best and it's simply not good enough. Like at work for example. But that's a whole new can of worms. I got to see Renee last Wednesday, that was good. When I see her, it's almost like no time has passed at all. No weirdness, that is spectacular. Ever ran into someone you haven't seen it a while and it's the most uncomfortable experience in the world? Yea, that sucks. So much has changed since I was in school. I gained tons of experience, but still there is so much to learn. I wish I didn't have the oddly vast memory that I do, it would be so much easier to forget past mistakes. I remember every screen name all of my friends ever had... and in some cases, the font they used. I remember what people wore when I met them. I even remember the first day of anything I have ever encountered... from the first day of school to the first day at a new job. Strange, huh? I miss the times when money didn't matter. I didn't care about saving for retirement or getting a new car. That, by the way, is a work in progress. If only I could stop buying crap I don't need. I know I don't update much. I pretty much only use this thing to keep up with my friends. I have been toying with the idea of deleting it. However, every time I do, I just make a new name and start it all over again. Well, I hope all of your lives are going well and relatively drama-free.