4 am and in need of a cigarette...

[banana_loverr]

i knew i had to freak you out somehow...
you were just too perfect...
you needed somthing i couldnt give you i understand
but dont get mad when i turn to the only stable comfort ive had
i really am sorry
buf dont say why didnt you talk to me
because i tried
i know you didnt ditch me
that was me overreacting
half joking
i just had to make haste because i worked in two hours
it has nothing to do with her
i am happy for you
just try to understand
i'm just weery
you are everything
if i loose you
ill surly die
we can talk this out
i know we can
i love you
i always will
dont leave me hanging
in a city so dead
heald up so high on such a breakable thread\
you hate when i do that
but i just did
i could never be mad at you
we can make it through this
i know we can
please just try
You are all that matters
please
please
i miss my best friend