how school literally kills me
its the end of a fabitty fab fab four day weekend...actually only three
i am dreading going back to school and coming to the realization that there is life oustide my house walls...and that it includes hours and hours of homework and test which all add up to stress..stress leads to so many horrible things, wrinkles, headaches, PIMPLES, and if i get pimples i have a lower self esteem because i do not like myself...if i do not like myself i will become even more depressed than i alresady am..i will be in so much pain that i will decide to cut myself thinking that nothing could be worse...then i will not stop bleeding and die...all becuase of school...why would the teachers at the school want to kill me...i feel so unloved now....
xoxo
miche
ps HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIFF! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!
i am dreading going back to school and coming to the realization that there is life oustide my house walls...and that it includes hours and hours of homework and test which all add up to stress..stress leads to so many horrible things, wrinkles, headaches, PIMPLES, and if i get pimples i have a lower self esteem because i do not like myself...if i do not like myself i will become even more depressed than i alresady am..i will be in so much pain that i will decide to cut myself thinking that nothing could be worse...then i will not stop bleeding and die...all becuase of school...why would the teachers at the school want to kill me...i feel so unloved now....
xoxo
miche
ps HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIFF! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!