KOQ rocks my lifeee
today is the day my dad passed away 8 years ago. wow it has gone by so fast. I will always regret not going to see him in the hospital for his last days in LA becuase I'm a selfish brat but maybe it was better that way. afterall things do happen for a reason.
I have no idea what I have gotten myself into but I am gunna be a busy bee!! monday I have a skating lesson. tuesday I work at the pool then go teach skating. wednesday I have work at the pool and then I teach a private lesson. thursdays I have another skating lesson. friday I have a day of freedom and saturday I teach 2 skating school classes, then sunday I have the day for rest! then it starts all over!! yeesh I'm not even going to school and I feel like I have a stressful load.
I'm worried about josh because I called him just to say hi and to try and stop by and return his sister's dvds that I borrowed and his mom picked up and said he was at work. I rememebr his sister had said the other day josh 'no call no showed' for work 3 days in a row!! I figured there was no way that he still had a job??!! so I called for him at work becuase I had wanted to buy something there anyway and they said he wasn't there!!! so I feel bad.. well actually no I don't, but I went to his house and dropped off the dvds anyway and I told her that he wasn't at work even though he had sworn to her he still had a job. he needs to get in check and I don't know what the hell is wrong with him. he is probably getting himself into trouble and I have no idea how to help him. I doubt I am able to do anything anyway. and his mom probably can't do much anymore either. ughh damnn him for making me feel this way.
oh man I had a peanut butter fudge shake earlier and I just drank some hot chocolate and I feel sick. I'm so dumb. bye
I have no idea what I have gotten myself into but I am gunna be a busy bee!! monday I have a skating lesson. tuesday I work at the pool then go teach skating. wednesday I have work at the pool and then I teach a private lesson. thursdays I have another skating lesson. friday I have a day of freedom and saturday I teach 2 skating school classes, then sunday I have the day for rest! then it starts all over!! yeesh I'm not even going to school and I feel like I have a stressful load.
I'm worried about josh because I called him just to say hi and to try and stop by and return his sister's dvds that I borrowed and his mom picked up and said he was at work. I rememebr his sister had said the other day josh 'no call no showed' for work 3 days in a row!! I figured there was no way that he still had a job??!! so I called for him at work becuase I had wanted to buy something there anyway and they said he wasn't there!!! so I feel bad.. well actually no I don't, but I went to his house and dropped off the dvds anyway and I told her that he wasn't at work even though he had sworn to her he still had a job. he needs to get in check and I don't know what the hell is wrong with him. he is probably getting himself into trouble and I have no idea how to help him. I doubt I am able to do anything anyway. and his mom probably can't do much anymore either. ughh damnn him for making me feel this way.
oh man I had a peanut butter fudge shake earlier and I just drank some hot chocolate and I feel sick. I'm so dumb. bye