Carolyn.
I hate that I think about you too much and that I still miss you when you became so much higher above me. But I do and I can't change it. If I could go back, I would be less consumed with my self and what was going on with me and paid more attention to you and to your world. I can't take any of it away now and you no longer love me as you did when we were best friends, sisters. You've moved on with your life, met the man your going to marry, made new friends and probably never remember me. I asked for it, I took you for granted and pissed all over you. If only I could take away any pain or harm I've caused you. you were always there for me, and now you're not. now I'm the sorry bitch. I will always love you, lost little sister.