I have no problem telling you on here. No one really reads this anymore, and if they did, then they will know too. Jeff wouldn't have objections at this point, either. I used to be a very careless, self destructive person. The answer is yes. We were both wasted, I was going through shit with chris. I really didn't care. I was a shell of a person at that point, and that does not excuse what happened. This is the truth though, it happened only that once. We never did anything like that or even remotely close , not even much as holding hands, until after you two were done for good and you and I weren't friends anymore. Whether or not you believe it is up to you. I'm sorry I behaved that way while we were still friends. I didn't do it bc I wanted him, like I said, I didn't fall for him until you guys were over for good. I was hurting and fucked up in more ways than one, and I know you know what that feels like. I know you've done something like that before, so you understand. Although things that hurt us personally, become very difficult
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and explain to me, how was i supposed to be okay with him getting wasted with you every night after that? ive been lied to and tossed around by that guy more often than you can imagine, but this really takes the cake. but he'll probably do the same thing to you at one point, and you'll know how it feels. word of advice: keep him away from your friends.
Guess that makes you one too, bc you did the same thing to him... and does that mean that you will cheat on sean, bc you have cheated on Jeff? Probably not, right? Jeff was unhappy with you, and you two couldn't be more wrong for each other. You fucked with him first. Oh well. I really think it's time you got over it. Him and I are together, as we've been, and you and Sean are together. Personally, I don't think it's healthy that yr still obssessing over it. Does Sean know? I'll bet he doesn't bc I'll bet he wouldn't want to be wih you anymore if he knew that over a year later, yr still not over yr ex. I am not saying this to be mean, I'm saying this as a word of caution to you. You really should stop before he DOES find out and you lose him too. Just stop
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