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wow this is deffinatly depressing.. yeah me and kyle started goin out on the 7th, i was never happier, like if n e 1 would have SEEN the smile on my face wen he asked me, it was huge, and i didn't think it'd ever go away- i fell in love wiff him a lil over a year ago, and my hearts been broken again.. yeah yu guessed it, he broke up wiff me again..i dont really understand y, but hey it happens.. i know i'll never get over it, but i tried, like last night i was CONVINCED that i could move on, and that everything was gunna be okay.. and then he hadda talk wiff clark, and he expressed all his feelings to me, and if that's really the way he feels, then i never ever wanna let him go.. family reunions tommorra, and imma be gone for 5 days thurs-monday, and i havent seen him since the 7th.. oh god it's horrible, i guess i juss have to have faith in the lord that he will give me what i really deserve in life, and im hoping that will be kyle.. i dont wanna go to family reunion, but im choiceless.. oh well.. im out [x's and o's] courtney
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