Sep 08, 2004 00:30
I`m not a whore, I`m not a whore, I`m not a whore!!!!!
I`m so0o0o0o freaking upset, nobody understands how it feels to be me.. I hate it..!!!! Gawd I`m not a whore, I`m not a bitch, and I don`t talk shit about people i don`t know <- keyword there!
Yeah so i went bowling with Kyle and Justin, and we had a really good time.. We got back to my house around like 11:15, and "bri" called kyle.. So i answered it [for all of you that don`t know, bri`s the girl kyle was wiff when me and him broke up b4] cuz i mean i reallllly didn`t want him talking to her, and i think he understood.. So I was like "Kyle`s busy" and then this other guy goes "biattchhhh" NO BIG DEAL!! So then they all call back, like a whollllle bunch of people, and were like "you`re a whore, blah blah blah" and they were talking SO MUCH CRAP.. I got REALLY upset, cuz that stuff bugs me, and i started crying! More then anything I hate being calledd a whore, expecially by the girl that the love of my life.. I don`t even wanna go there.. So yeah, and then they went into all these details about how there going to jump me and shit.. I was really upset at first, cuz kyle didn`t really say much.. But then he started to stick up for me, like a lot, and it reallllly made things better..
God I love him so much
I`ve never been so happy and sad at the same time.. lol.. but yeah they were really mean to me.. And i`m really emotional, and i mean i don`t care wut they think of me.. What am i saying, yeah i do... I care what everyone thinks of me.. I think i`m just goin to start being nice to everyone.. That would be so0o much easier.. It`s the new me.. and it starts now =) Goodnight everyone~ Tommorrow is a new day, and I`m going to start all over, fresh =D *thank you so much kyle for being here for me, i love you so much sweetie*
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