Old freak-out
For the first time in my lfe, I feel like I'm getting old. I know if I put it in relative terms, I'm not but it doesn't help this feeling of I can't stop it. So I bought my first anti-aging cream because I was looking at pictures of myself and friends and realized, wow we're looking older. Doesn't help that there has been an occasional time where I wasn't carded. My goodness. Who would have thought. Next, I went to have my annual appt and I was talking to my NP about children and getting pregnant, ect. So we did preliminary lab work, ultrasound,ect. My blood work came back and although she said it really was fine, my cholesterol was 1 point over on my LDL. My overal was ok but it still was at 180! What the heck? I've always been extremely healthy! I could lose a few pounds but I've been maintaining and I'm not overweight. (just pretty damn close to that line).
Anyone else having this nervous break down??
So I've been religously putting on my antiaging cream and wearing my sunscreen (oh and tanning is definitely out because I'm starting to see people who it is showing they do too much of that) AND I've managed to make 2 weeks straight now working out 3 times a week at the gym and eating my fruits and veggies. Oh and I haven't had McD's in like a month. (yay for that cause it's so nice after a hard day to resort to that instead of cooking). So doesn't sound like alot but I'm trying hard at these "lifestyle" changes.
Anyone else having this nervous break down??
So I've been religously putting on my antiaging cream and wearing my sunscreen (oh and tanning is definitely out because I'm starting to see people who it is showing they do too much of that) AND I've managed to make 2 weeks straight now working out 3 times a week at the gym and eating my fruits and veggies. Oh and I haven't had McD's in like a month. (yay for that cause it's so nice after a hard day to resort to that instead of cooking). So doesn't sound like alot but I'm trying hard at these "lifestyle" changes.