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not much to talk about, prom was last night, and when steven and i went to pick up his tux, i saw a few friends there, and they ask if we were excited about going to prom, and i wanted to cry when i told them that it wasnt me who was his date... Last night i stayed in my room, looking out my wondow untill i fell asleep, ricky stayed with me to make sure i was okay, he wouldn't leave untill he knew i was going to be alright, he didnt leave untill 10:45.
Im glad he and kristen had a good time, and I hope they thought it was worth it. my last entry was mean, but i meant it, i hate that he's moved and i hate that because he doesnt have his license, we have to get his mom to bring each other to see each other, I guess i'll have to get used to it. Somtimes i wonder why things happen, but then i relize it wont do anything because things happen for reasons, somtimes i think that him moving is a test, to see if we can make it, but in every test i take i fail, i hope i can get this one right.
The truth is with kristen, why i've said mean things is because , there are tons of boys at lewiston that she could have managed to go with, and whoever reads this dont be mad, i don't understand why she had to chose steven, who has a girlfriend to take to prom, i don't understand how steven and kristen thought it was right to go to prom. Whatever it's done and over with can't go back, can't change things, but if it was any other way, steven wounldnt be happy, and thats all i want, for him to be happy, at any costs. This entry is probly going to make some people mad, i don't even know why i keep my thoughts on here, this is why before i strived to keep them to myself, people don't get hurt that way...
-Kaila
Im glad he and kristen had a good time, and I hope they thought it was worth it. my last entry was mean, but i meant it, i hate that he's moved and i hate that because he doesnt have his license, we have to get his mom to bring each other to see each other, I guess i'll have to get used to it. Somtimes i wonder why things happen, but then i relize it wont do anything because things happen for reasons, somtimes i think that him moving is a test, to see if we can make it, but in every test i take i fail, i hope i can get this one right.
The truth is with kristen, why i've said mean things is because , there are tons of boys at lewiston that she could have managed to go with, and whoever reads this dont be mad, i don't understand why she had to chose steven, who has a girlfriend to take to prom, i don't understand how steven and kristen thought it was right to go to prom. Whatever it's done and over with can't go back, can't change things, but if it was any other way, steven wounldnt be happy, and thats all i want, for him to be happy, at any costs. This entry is probly going to make some people mad, i don't even know why i keep my thoughts on here, this is why before i strived to keep them to myself, people don't get hurt that way...
-Kaila