when are things going to be better?

[banana12339]

So, im a pretty big bitch... i just was really uncomfterable about the whole thing. what still gets me is that, even though he saw how much it bugged me it still didnt even phase him, i wonder why it was so worth it to go, to make me feel like that. even though he said it would have meant nothing, it still owuld have meant somthing to me..
-Kaila