Stupid Virginia...
God I hate living so far away from all of my family.My Papa went into the hospital a couple days ago for a stroke and all I can do is cry from 14 hours away! He can move his arm but has no control of how or where it moves,he talked a little yesterday but can't walk.His blood pressure won't go back down and that worries the doctors and now my mom called to tell me that she is flying to Florida early in the morning because Papa had a seizure this morning and was taken into intensive care.They said that he is going to have to have surgery where they take a small piece of his brain out to remove the swelling and presure.A lady came into mom's work that knows all about that.She said that it is actually not a major procedure because most of your brain is fat anyway.I hate that I can't go down to Florida with mom to be with my Papa and comfort my Nana.Talking to Nana on the phone after church yesterday was so hard,I had to try so hard not to cry and to be strong and comforting for her but the second I gave the phone back to mom I lost it.I don't know what I'll do if something happens to my Papa and I'm not there to see him one last time...other than dislike this state even more.I'll just want to be there for my nana and my mom and all my aunts and uncles and I can't.I don't feel like typing anymore...I just hope that anime club tonight cheers me up because I need something to get my mind off of it.