Am I the only one who thinks you're a mess?
I slept at Ola's flat last night. He picked me up at the busstop and took me to his flat. As soon as the door closed behind us we were all over each other and in the bed within minutes. It was nice this time, like really nice. He made me all shakey. My body was all weak afterwards, both yesterday and this morning, my legs had troubles keeping me up when we went out to smoke.
This morning he went and bought us youghurt for breakfast and made coffee.
Then all of a sudden he had major problems to tell me something. After many tries he told me "i'm going to New York soon, with My ex girlfriend". Stupid silly boy, she cheated, if someone cheats once it's usually not the only time. They'll be off for a week and he said that if he does contact me after that it means that it fucked up between them, basically. I asked him if he still loves her. He said "yes".
I don't know what to do. I wanna keep it this way between me and him, without making it a serious relationship. Ah well. I hate being such a girl about these things.
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