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Mom visited this morning. Well visited, not so much. She started ringing my and Viking's cellphone when she was standing outside the house banging the door for us to let her in. She called Viking and cried for him to let her in. But he kept saying no, I'm so proud of him, he's become a stronger person in the last year, which is great.
Then she sent me some insane texts about how I should say something nice to her, that she doesn't think she's wronged me in any way and that she is going to die sometime and that she feels bad during the days and has to cry to Viking over the phone.
But I'm staying strong. Like everyone's telling me to do... I even got halfly yelled at by a job-councellor for asking him what I should do about my mom (he's been in a similar family situation). But as most people do, he didn't understand, and I realized I was stupid for even mentioning it in the first place and he told me and another girl (who has and alcoholic for a dad) that we're stupid for feeling bad on account of other people.... That happend like two weeks ago though.
After what mom did today though I know that she's as mentally ill as ever, and that she's not gotten better/nicer or anything.
Day 02 ⇝ Where you'd like to be in 10 years
I'm really indecisive so this is a difficult question for me. That's why I haven't gotten a tattoo yet, cause I can't decide what I want. But I've wanted a tattoo forever. Anyhow my life in 10 years. I'd love to be living either in London pursuing a career as a journalist, writer and doing something with music, preferably be in a band, performing.
Otherwise I also would love to be living in Korea maybe with my first/second baby on the way (because I would love for my kids to be half-korean as koreans are way cute!). I would also love to dance and perform in Korea, although I guess my chance is a lot slimmer there since I'm not korean....
I just wanna be happy with my life in ten years, then I won't bother were I am or anything. Hopefully I'll have pursued my dreams. Oh yeah, and I want to have kept all my good friends by my side through the years. I would hate to ever lose them.
Then she sent me some insane texts about how I should say something nice to her, that she doesn't think she's wronged me in any way and that she is going to die sometime and that she feels bad during the days and has to cry to Viking over the phone.
But I'm staying strong. Like everyone's telling me to do... I even got halfly yelled at by a job-councellor for asking him what I should do about my mom (he's been in a similar family situation). But as most people do, he didn't understand, and I realized I was stupid for even mentioning it in the first place and he told me and another girl (who has and alcoholic for a dad) that we're stupid for feeling bad on account of other people.... That happend like two weeks ago though.
After what mom did today though I know that she's as mentally ill as ever, and that she's not gotten better/nicer or anything.
Day 02 ⇝ Where you'd like to be in 10 years
I'm really indecisive so this is a difficult question for me. That's why I haven't gotten a tattoo yet, cause I can't decide what I want. But I've wanted a tattoo forever. Anyhow my life in 10 years. I'd love to be living either in London pursuing a career as a journalist, writer and doing something with music, preferably be in a band, performing.
Otherwise I also would love to be living in Korea maybe with my first/second baby on the way (because I would love for my kids to be half-korean as koreans are way cute!). I would also love to dance and perform in Korea, although I guess my chance is a lot slimmer there since I'm not korean....
I just wanna be happy with my life in ten years, then I won't bother were I am or anything. Hopefully I'll have pursued my dreams. Oh yeah, and I want to have kept all my good friends by my side through the years. I would hate to ever lose them.