Yo-ho sebastian
So much has happend.
I arrived back in Gothenburg two days ago.
I'm alright.
Rent-stuff and benifit-stuff fucked up and stressed me out and I feel quite ruined, but at least I'm home in Gothenburg now. Everyone is trying to be supportive, thank God. Most people are really happy to have me back which feels good. A lot has changed though; Viking's taller and can play guitar, I've gained weight but look skinnier, none of my jeans fit me anymore, the cats don't really like me anymore, dad has a new smaller car and they might have to perform knife-surgery in his eye because his sight seems to go to hell or something. I know he'll most likely be blind in the future, but I prefer ignoring that until the day comes, you know?
I have more clothes, books, CDs, movies and band-tees now.
And now I've tried speed and MDMA. Sigh.
Got a few more friends, which is quite nice.
Emma's off in Linköping with her mother right now. I miss her so much.
My love for Emma is probably stronger than ever and I feel empty without her. I doubt that she understands how much it comforts me to hear her voice, even if it's only over the phone. I love her and I want to spend the rest of my life with her. Keep her safe. From everything.
I now know a manager, two journalists, many people in bands and some DJs.
Have drunk more free drinks than ever before lately.
Will write more and post pictures in a near future.
Tomorrow I'm going to Gretas with Jokke and Salle. Also I'm seeing Tatiana again for the first time in 6 months.
Leaving London felt weird.
My brother really needs me now.
Seems like dad and the cats really do aswell. Sorry I didn't come home (to visit at least) earlier.
I think I'm off to cry myself to sleep now.
I feel so lonely in my own bed.
I arrived back in Gothenburg two days ago.
I'm alright.
Rent-stuff and benifit-stuff fucked up and stressed me out and I feel quite ruined, but at least I'm home in Gothenburg now. Everyone is trying to be supportive, thank God. Most people are really happy to have me back which feels good. A lot has changed though; Viking's taller and can play guitar, I've gained weight but look skinnier, none of my jeans fit me anymore, the cats don't really like me anymore, dad has a new smaller car and they might have to perform knife-surgery in his eye because his sight seems to go to hell or something. I know he'll most likely be blind in the future, but I prefer ignoring that until the day comes, you know?
I have more clothes, books, CDs, movies and band-tees now.
And now I've tried speed and MDMA. Sigh.
Got a few more friends, which is quite nice.
Emma's off in Linköping with her mother right now. I miss her so much.
My love for Emma is probably stronger than ever and I feel empty without her. I doubt that she understands how much it comforts me to hear her voice, even if it's only over the phone. I love her and I want to spend the rest of my life with her. Keep her safe. From everything.
I now know a manager, two journalists, many people in bands and some DJs.
Have drunk more free drinks than ever before lately.
Will write more and post pictures in a near future.
Tomorrow I'm going to Gretas with Jokke and Salle. Also I'm seeing Tatiana again for the first time in 6 months.
Leaving London felt weird.
My brother really needs me now.
Seems like dad and the cats really do aswell. Sorry I didn't come home (to visit at least) earlier.
I think I'm off to cry myself to sleep now.
I feel so lonely in my own bed.