I'll find you somewhere, show you how much I care
Some danish music really rocks. Seriously, this song is so good.
Thanks Jade, for tipping me off on it's awsomeness:
MEW - Snow Brigade (click to download)
And THANK YOU Tish for introducing me Owen Pallet's version of This Modern Love. It's so good I want to fuck it.
And that you Amanda for walking into a big-ass pole yesterday night whilst drunk which resulted in you getting a fucking bruise. I don't want to be happy for your pain but omg, that is so brilliant <3
Might go with Amanda to Kungsbacka tomorrow and shop. Depending on how my throat feels. I wanna SMOKE!
And mom hid her cigarettes, so I couldn't steal more off her, dammit.
Went to mom for dinner today, it was so awful. Her trying to shove raspberry-cake down my throat and loads of other food when everything I swallowed just hurt and omg, I am "allergic" to raspberries. Mom is such a bastard. She knows that they make me vomit and she goes all on about how awesome her gluten-free-lactose-intolerant-raspberry-filled-cake-thing is and how she'll make me one for my graduation-party.
Also she babbled on about how her sisters used to be so jealous of her (this is not true, this is her version of the story). Helen (and her daughter Isabell who's 6 years older than me and just an awesome person) because our family live so great by the sea in Kullavik with the harbour and the rich neighbourhood and Marie of mom having me and Viking since Marie is un-able to have kids (she's only gotten pregnant once and that baby died during labour or something, or in her belly, awful) and mom said that Marie now is all gloating about having adopted two kids (my cousins Maja and Carl-Axel) and threats them like they're the most important children in the whole world.
Whilst mom was having this selfish speach I kept thinking of how much I just wanted to slap her. And how awful she is. And how much I want to get away from here.
Also mom threated (to take this shortly) Viking like he was her baby or husband and kept calling him "darling". WHAT THE FUCK, MOM?! And of course she put him first in everything. And then we started talking about my mates who aren't graduating until next year since they re-did one year of "gymnasiet" and I mentioned Gustav, Sofia, Stina and Rebecca. And mom goes and starts dissing Gustav, majorly. I got so mad at her that I yelled at her. For that and for trying to feed me when she knows that it only hurts. I hate her so much, you guys. She hasn't even met Gustav. Maybe she's said hello to him or seen him at some places when we were in the same class, but nothing else than that. God, I hate her. Gustav told me years ago that my mom frightens him.
I babbled out to Emma about how awful mom had been and Emma went "christ, I've been dating you for six months and even I know that you're allergic to raspberries! she's the worst mom ever". Gosh.
- Caroline
Thanks Jade, for tipping me off on it's awsomeness:
MEW - Snow Brigade (click to download)
And THANK YOU Tish for introducing me Owen Pallet's version of This Modern Love. It's so good I want to fuck it.
And that you Amanda for walking into a big-ass pole yesterday night whilst drunk which resulted in you getting a fucking bruise. I don't want to be happy for your pain but omg, that is so brilliant <3
Might go with Amanda to Kungsbacka tomorrow and shop. Depending on how my throat feels. I wanna SMOKE!
And mom hid her cigarettes, so I couldn't steal more off her, dammit.
Went to mom for dinner today, it was so awful. Her trying to shove raspberry-cake down my throat and loads of other food when everything I swallowed just hurt and omg, I am "allergic" to raspberries. Mom is such a bastard. She knows that they make me vomit and she goes all on about how awesome her gluten-free-lactose-intolerant-raspberry-filled-cake-thing is and how she'll make me one for my graduation-party.
Also she babbled on about how her sisters used to be so jealous of her (this is not true, this is her version of the story). Helen (and her daughter Isabell who's 6 years older than me and just an awesome person) because our family live so great by the sea in Kullavik with the harbour and the rich neighbourhood and Marie of mom having me and Viking since Marie is un-able to have kids (she's only gotten pregnant once and that baby died during labour or something, or in her belly, awful) and mom said that Marie now is all gloating about having adopted two kids (my cousins Maja and Carl-Axel) and threats them like they're the most important children in the whole world.
Whilst mom was having this selfish speach I kept thinking of how much I just wanted to slap her. And how awful she is. And how much I want to get away from here.
Also mom threated (to take this shortly) Viking like he was her baby or husband and kept calling him "darling". WHAT THE FUCK, MOM?! And of course she put him first in everything. And then we started talking about my mates who aren't graduating until next year since they re-did one year of "gymnasiet" and I mentioned Gustav, Sofia, Stina and Rebecca. And mom goes and starts dissing Gustav, majorly. I got so mad at her that I yelled at her. For that and for trying to feed me when she knows that it only hurts. I hate her so much, you guys. She hasn't even met Gustav. Maybe she's said hello to him or seen him at some places when we were in the same class, but nothing else than that. God, I hate her. Gustav told me years ago that my mom frightens him.
I babbled out to Emma about how awful mom had been and Emma went "christ, I've been dating you for six months and even I know that you're allergic to raspberries! she's the worst mom ever". Gosh.
- Caroline