When everything turns gay....

Nov 18, 2008 00:31

So.... I was speaking to Stina over bilddagboken (picturedairy) and she goes on about how she's fallen for one of the twins (Jessica), and how Jessica is her girlfriend. I though she was joking and all and then she went "I hate the distance" and I replied "I know the feeling", and she said "Yeah, but your distance is L O N G E R".
Emma and I haven't told her about us dating (considering that she's the reason to us ever meeting in the first place, basically) and I asked her "What distance do you mean?". She answered "The distance between you and emma. Or is things okay between you two now?". That's where I figured that either Jessica or Frida has told her. Cause the twins are the only two people that we've told about us. Other than our seperate friends that don't know us both, that is... So Stina knows (we were suspecting she might be weird about it.. but she doesn't seem to be).
And also I asked her after if she and Jessica are serious about loving each other and Stina said that she is, and I can't tell anyone and that she's always thought she was 10000% straight and that she doesn't know about Jessica's feelings for sure, but they're hinting... And she's afraid cause Jessica has feelings for some boy in her class... Gosh. The drama.

Emma just told me that she's blogging about me. We are so alike. Yet so not alike.
She also wants to bite me, as in bite-in-a-sensual-way. heeeeh. I'll lose my breath and faint, goddamnit. Really.
She said I make her really really happy. Great. <3 She thinks I'm more beautiful than her...
She wrote she can't wait to kiss me in front of her collage, to show off. Gosh.
And that I completely changed her breathing through telling her how I wanna kiss her when we meet (nothing dirty, I promise).
And she can't wait to touch my face and hair and neck and kiss my lips to see that I'm really there with her.
Oh, how much we long for the things we have that aren't with us.

- Caroline

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