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I'm turning more skitzofrenic, paranoid and closer to a deep depression by every day that passes. Guh. I can't handle this. I keep bringing myself down in ways that are so insane. Like I convince myself that Emma doesn't really love me since I don't hear from her, but I know that's not the case. I keep telling myself that I'm gonna end up alone in the end and I avoid Ola cause I can't deal. I keep finding myself staring at things for several minutes for no reason. And I keep falling asleep everywhere. There's something wrong with the air in my school right now which makes all students really tired as soon as they step foot in the school (seriously, it hasn't always been that way).
Graham Coxon was on TV earlier, was a nice surprise. =)
My back and stomach hurts an insane amount today which has caused me to ask Malin to shoot me several times in school today. The sad thing is that I only had three lessons. I'm seriously thinking of skipping school tomorrow. Or I'll go home early for some reason, cause I can't deal. I can't. It's all too much. I hate this.
At least Johanna complimented me today on how my tee matched my eyes and that she liked it. That was the only positive thing to happend today. I wrote a review on The Nightmare Before Christmas for Norra Hallands-newspaper. Haven't written it in on the computer yet though.
I have loads of schoolwork I should get done but I can't bother to do so. I'll see if I skip school tomorrow or not. Guh. Guh. Guh.
Shoot me?
Graham Coxon was on TV earlier, was a nice surprise. =)
My back and stomach hurts an insane amount today which has caused me to ask Malin to shoot me several times in school today. The sad thing is that I only had three lessons. I'm seriously thinking of skipping school tomorrow. Or I'll go home early for some reason, cause I can't deal. I can't. It's all too much. I hate this.
At least Johanna complimented me today on how my tee matched my eyes and that she liked it. That was the only positive thing to happend today. I wrote a review on The Nightmare Before Christmas for Norra Hallands-newspaper. Haven't written it in on the computer yet though.
I have loads of schoolwork I should get done but I can't bother to do so. I'll see if I skip school tomorrow or not. Guh. Guh. Guh.
Shoot me?