*!&*#$&*&*($#!!!
How can he be SO clueless/dumb/insensitive?!?!?!
Ok, i knew from the get-go that we wasn't exactly the "ladies man" type, but seriously?????
SOOOOOOOO UNROMANTIC. SOOOOO UNCREATIVE. SOOOOOO LAME.
how is it that he pays attentions to EVERYTHING but ME? and how I FEEL? and what I WANT HIM TO SAY/DO?!?!?!?!?!
ugh. it's always the same....can never say cute things. never tells me that i'm cute/looks good/etc. Never compliments. I wonder if he even likes me/wants me anymore?
I think right now, we are 70% friends, 30% lovers, and that 30% just purely comes from SEX. like, seriously? it should be about 40% friends, 60% lovers, with good 40% out of the 60% being having that emotional connection, making eachother feel amazing and wanted, and making each other feel like they are the ONE.
UGH. Why can't I find a decent man? SERIOUSLY!!!!!!! WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
so fucking immature.....