Rare, strange love

[bambuti]

I give a rare, strange love.

I am not pleased with myself, I am often not pleased with the world

I hate people, but I can't stand for one to die, even if I never saw them in my life.

I will do anything for my friends knowing they will do nothing for me,

But when they do nothing, I am lost.

I have been betrayed,

Hurt,

Tortured,

Used,

Lied to,

I've even had someone try to kill me.

But I would never do that to anyone.

I wouldn't even let myself become cold.

I am not happy, but I love you.

A love unconditional and never fully returned.