damnit
i need to find a rich, drug dealing boyfriend that adores me and wants to buy me everything, including education. you cant have a dumb broad on your side, you know man?
theres so much crap i need. like new clothing. i need some of that shit. new makeup, hair products, birks. i need to have my hair done sooooo badly. it looks so gross all brown on the top and redish on the bottom. though i said id never dye my hair again, its something that must be done. i can no longer take this hay like substance growing from my scalp. its simply dispicable
the gay thing about dying your hair yourself is the silly fuckin kits you konw? they never put enough shit in there, so especially having long hair youre gonna fuck yourself over, you gotta buy two boxes. eff that.
maybe thats what i will do on my friday night. sweeeet
-cnote
oh yea, so as i asked mel, how can i improve my existance? to benefit myself?
1. gym, mal nutrition, lose 15 lbs
2. dye hair, get it cut, something prettier than "look at me im a dirty irish girl who thinks she can pull off the dirty irish girl look"
3. get a tan. many, many, many tans.
4. the one i hate the most, become healthy. stop drinking so much, stop smoking so much. enjoy soberness
5. stop being such a loser. this entitles working hard in the dishroom, and in the classroom. theres no way i will get lower than a 3.2 this semester
i'll start by dying my hair i think. maybe i can do it tonight! yeaaayy!!!
-cnote
theres so much crap i need. like new clothing. i need some of that shit. new makeup, hair products, birks. i need to have my hair done sooooo badly. it looks so gross all brown on the top and redish on the bottom. though i said id never dye my hair again, its something that must be done. i can no longer take this hay like substance growing from my scalp. its simply dispicable
the gay thing about dying your hair yourself is the silly fuckin kits you konw? they never put enough shit in there, so especially having long hair youre gonna fuck yourself over, you gotta buy two boxes. eff that.
maybe thats what i will do on my friday night. sweeeet
-cnote
oh yea, so as i asked mel, how can i improve my existance? to benefit myself?
1. gym, mal nutrition, lose 15 lbs
2. dye hair, get it cut, something prettier than "look at me im a dirty irish girl who thinks she can pull off the dirty irish girl look"
3. get a tan. many, many, many tans.
4. the one i hate the most, become healthy. stop drinking so much, stop smoking so much. enjoy soberness
5. stop being such a loser. this entitles working hard in the dishroom, and in the classroom. theres no way i will get lower than a 3.2 this semester
i'll start by dying my hair i think. maybe i can do it tonight! yeaaayy!!!
-cnote