Oct 21, 2006 18:25
People confuse me. Thought I should let you all know that. And I hate when someone says they will be there for you and then they aren't. I understand, but I hate it. I miss sooo many people right now too. I miss how things used to be. Long ago, like end of freshmen year. No I want to like randomly cut things, events, and people out of my past, and be able to think they never existed. Like beginning or frosh year, beginning of soph year, Januaury of that year, grade school, and then all the friends I had that screwed me over. It doesn't leave me with alot, but I'd be happy then.
Anyways I went crazy at stage crew on thursday. Like scary insane, not my normal crazy. I was rocking back and forth and like laughing uncontrollably. Ask Kellianne! I was actually scaring people! Oooo and those stupid leaves wouldn't stop failling! UGH!
Hell week is starting. I wonder how many hours total I'm gonna be at school. It sucks that I have to miss dance, but I LIVE for this week! I'll finally get the sound board too! Yays!
Ok I felt like venting to someone or something so I'm done now. BYE ALL!