And her eyes opened a little bit more
I don't know if you guys know this...but I walk like Jayne Mansfield. Cookies, chocolate cake, and IBC rootbeer for breakfast. God bless the Bobzines.
PLEASE DAFT PUNK! PLLLEAAASSEEE GO ON TOUR!!!!!!!!! I'm glad I don't mind being repeditive because JESUS CHRIST THIS ALBUM IS AWESOME. OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN.
VooDoo Line up:
CAKE
NIN
Billy Idol
SECRET MACHINES
THE FLAMING LIPS
My Chemical Romance (I just recently started listening to them)
Social Distortion
MSI
The Giraffs (I like them! Atleast the songs on their website. Good to dance and thrash to)
The Dead 60's (A italian boy JUST suggested this band to me)
Queens of The Stone Age (I'd be excited about this if they weren't the worst live band in history of man kind. Maybe Dave will play with them and they won't suck)
Kick Some Ass by Stroke 9 is such a fun song. Being 13 was a blast.
Fuck freaking out. I'm too old for that. I'm 20 goddamn years old, the days of automaticly sterotyping situations based on past experiences are over. That's so childish. If you don't want someone to hurt you, don't let a situation arise where they would be tempted to. This isn't a fool proof plan of course, but had I done that with another boy, he would have never hurt me. I am as much to blame as any of the other parties for my heart ache. I just wasn't using my head. When he gets here I am going to explain that yes, I have a crush on him, but no it's nothing more and it probley won't be for a very long time. When he leaves I imagin I will feel about the same as I do now for him, but if I feel more...then that's okay. We will write letters and be good friends. We will be each other confidonts. I will listen to his problems and give his advice and he will do the same. I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY am not ready to be in another relationship. I'm still working out all of my kinks. I don't want anyone else to have to deal with me until I'm baggage free. I'm doing well though, and it makes me very happy. My room is clean....crazy huh? You see, if I pick it up ever day or two, it only takes 5 minutes and I don't lose things so easily! It's also insane how it makes my whole head more clear. It's so....odd. Used to, if I saw something that needed to be done I would just forget about it, because it would make me less happy if I attended to it. Now if I see something that needs to be done it will make me =/ until I fix it. I find pleasure making things correct. Is this what people call growing up?
So, I'm finally going through my Radiohead phase. I knew it wouldn't be long. It moves me. You mooooooove me. Lol, Steppenwolf is so silly.
I'd like to come to town this weekend, but I don't know how I'd manage that. Maybe my dearest Mike would come get me, but even if he did I don't know where I'd stay. I know he'd insit me just crashing at his place but him mom didn't like that last time and I love her cooking for me too much to comprimise her liking me. Oh, wait, yes I do. Nevermind. Me and ashton need time alone. I like to be able to talk freely, and thats simply impossible if others are around.
Blame it on the black star...blame it on the falling sky...blame it on the satilite...
PLEASE DAFT PUNK! PLLLEAAASSEEE GO ON TOUR!!!!!!!!! I'm glad I don't mind being repeditive because JESUS CHRIST THIS ALBUM IS AWESOME. OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN.
VooDoo Line up:
CAKE
NIN
Billy Idol
SECRET MACHINES
THE FLAMING LIPS
My Chemical Romance (I just recently started listening to them)
Social Distortion
MSI
The Giraffs (I like them! Atleast the songs on their website. Good to dance and thrash to)
The Dead 60's (A italian boy JUST suggested this band to me)
Queens of The Stone Age (I'd be excited about this if they weren't the worst live band in history of man kind. Maybe Dave will play with them and they won't suck)
Kick Some Ass by Stroke 9 is such a fun song. Being 13 was a blast.
Fuck freaking out. I'm too old for that. I'm 20 goddamn years old, the days of automaticly sterotyping situations based on past experiences are over. That's so childish. If you don't want someone to hurt you, don't let a situation arise where they would be tempted to. This isn't a fool proof plan of course, but had I done that with another boy, he would have never hurt me. I am as much to blame as any of the other parties for my heart ache. I just wasn't using my head. When he gets here I am going to explain that yes, I have a crush on him, but no it's nothing more and it probley won't be for a very long time. When he leaves I imagin I will feel about the same as I do now for him, but if I feel more...then that's okay. We will write letters and be good friends. We will be each other confidonts. I will listen to his problems and give his advice and he will do the same. I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY am not ready to be in another relationship. I'm still working out all of my kinks. I don't want anyone else to have to deal with me until I'm baggage free. I'm doing well though, and it makes me very happy. My room is clean....crazy huh? You see, if I pick it up ever day or two, it only takes 5 minutes and I don't lose things so easily! It's also insane how it makes my whole head more clear. It's so....odd. Used to, if I saw something that needed to be done I would just forget about it, because it would make me less happy if I attended to it. Now if I see something that needs to be done it will make me =/ until I fix it. I find pleasure making things correct. Is this what people call growing up?
So, I'm finally going through my Radiohead phase. I knew it wouldn't be long. It moves me. You mooooooove me. Lol, Steppenwolf is so silly.
I'd like to come to town this weekend, but I don't know how I'd manage that. Maybe my dearest Mike would come get me, but even if he did I don't know where I'd stay. I know he'd insit me just crashing at his place but him mom didn't like that last time and I love her cooking for me too much to comprimise her liking me. Oh, wait, yes I do. Nevermind. Me and ashton need time alone. I like to be able to talk freely, and thats simply impossible if others are around.
Blame it on the black star...blame it on the falling sky...blame it on the satilite...