Hmmm day in a nut shell
You are an
assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.
Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes
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Well anyways, I've got alot going on now, have to figure out the job situation, have a possible interveiw tommorrow with a place that won't open until 6-8weeks so that's a little harsh. trying to peice together the celtic festival volunteer massage thingy to try to get my name out int he comunnity. Most of all After reviewing our budget as a new family it is kinda discouragign to see that we can spend so much on eating out ect. just that alone kills us. But I'm sure we can figure this out, Kims a little distressed about it, I can't blame her since we don't exactly have the best of situations right now, I wish I could do more but I'm kinda stuck with the job thing, I'm doing everything I can but it doesn't seem godd enough so that's really sucky... I try to tell her that everything is alright and to breathe but that only works so long and then yeah. The only thing I know is that we need to take it as it comes. I guess since I've lived my whole life like this it's only natural for me to be so calm about the situation, I just wish I could make Kim feel more comforted and I wish I could make Others understand and chill for a few moments while we gather our resources together. That Added stress actually cuases more of a burden then it does a "snap into action" kind of attitude. WE are thankful though and really blessed, alot of people pitched in to help buy baby stuff for us, hehehe some of the cutest clothes ever!!!!! *psst don't tell her I'm looking for a redskins onezy just yet!* ;) But the thing I'm trying to say is I do listen, I do take it to heart, but I'm just not that emotional about he situation, I'm very "I know what needs to be done, so I'll do that and we'll make it if we adjust" Kind of a person. I wish that could be understood. oh well I'm out laterz.