heavy metal

[bambibeatdown]

there is a monster on my shoulders it is burying itself under my lungs pulling teeth and eyelashes to make a pile of me. i dont exist within these walls within these blood cells. i am resolute to the point where im tasting blood, to the point where my body is solidifying into something made out of heavy metal and rusted bolts. i am fucking breaking.
i just want an out, just want something to beat this out of my body.