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I called my grandmother today and she told me something i wish i would have never hurd.
My step dad Richard is leaving because he cant put up with my mom anymore.
This really sucks because he was the only part of my mom that i felt loved me.If he leaves i dont know what im going to do. It hurts to know that the only person i could talk to and tell what was going on in my life was leaving. I dont know how im going to handle that. I thought he was the only dad i could ever have and love.
I dont wont him to go. If he leaves who am i going to tell all my problems to and get a adult answer. I remember when him and my mom got married. I was 7. My mom was so happy and seeing her that was made me feel so good. I dont wont him to go. He was always the one that took up for me when me and my mom got into arguments. He always made me laugh.
I dont wont him to go Ill miss him way to much. He is the only persont hat gets my inside jokes. I cant stop crying. I keep thinking what is going to happen when he leaves.
I cant take this. It hurts way to much. WHY.......i dont wont him to go. My heart hurts so bad right now. Im going to be going from a house of 7 to a house of 3. Thats a big difference. I cant explain how i feel. All i can do is cry becasue its not like i can make him change his mind.
I dont know why hes leaving i guess because he cant get along with my mom.Sometimes i feel like all this stuff thats going on at home is my fault,but then again i know its not.I dont wont him to go. I know ive said that like 5 times but i dont know what its going to be like when he leaves and i dont wont to find out.I hate this... I wish i would have never of called my grandmother.. then just then i wouldnt have to worry about all of this and i could still be happy.
This is something im going to be thinking about untile i go home. Will i walk into the house and see my dad or will there just be an empty room where my brothers use to be.Will i be going back to someone i could talk to or will i have to keep everything to myself.I dont know what to think and i sont know if i should worry. If he leaves im lossing apart of me that really mattered. Me and my dad where so close i cant even explain how close and now he might be leaving.Well im going to go.
I hope i go home to dad.
My step dad Richard is leaving because he cant put up with my mom anymore.
This really sucks because he was the only part of my mom that i felt loved me.If he leaves i dont know what im going to do. It hurts to know that the only person i could talk to and tell what was going on in my life was leaving. I dont know how im going to handle that. I thought he was the only dad i could ever have and love.
I dont wont him to go. If he leaves who am i going to tell all my problems to and get a adult answer. I remember when him and my mom got married. I was 7. My mom was so happy and seeing her that was made me feel so good. I dont wont him to go. He was always the one that took up for me when me and my mom got into arguments. He always made me laugh.
I dont wont him to go Ill miss him way to much. He is the only persont hat gets my inside jokes. I cant stop crying. I keep thinking what is going to happen when he leaves.
I cant take this. It hurts way to much. WHY.......i dont wont him to go. My heart hurts so bad right now. Im going to be going from a house of 7 to a house of 3. Thats a big difference. I cant explain how i feel. All i can do is cry becasue its not like i can make him change his mind.
I dont know why hes leaving i guess because he cant get along with my mom.Sometimes i feel like all this stuff thats going on at home is my fault,but then again i know its not.I dont wont him to go. I know ive said that like 5 times but i dont know what its going to be like when he leaves and i dont wont to find out.I hate this... I wish i would have never of called my grandmother.. then just then i wouldnt have to worry about all of this and i could still be happy.
This is something im going to be thinking about untile i go home. Will i walk into the house and see my dad or will there just be an empty room where my brothers use to be.Will i be going back to someone i could talk to or will i have to keep everything to myself.I dont know what to think and i sont know if i should worry. If he leaves im lossing apart of me that really mattered. Me and my dad where so close i cant even explain how close and now he might be leaving.Well im going to go.
I hope i go home to dad.