He takes off her dress, now.
well, I'm not sure why I can't keep a boy. I swear, I'm a retard. I feel like a home wrecker. I meet people, who have girlfriends and I steal them away. Then they end up breaking my heart, and being lonely. so.. then, we are both ruined. I want to take someones heart, I want to captivate someone so entirely that they can't live without me. I want someone to need me so badly I could break them, but I know instead I'll be broken. I steals hurts, I eat feelings, I break people. NOT really. I'm stolen, and eatten, and broken. I lose. They hurt me, regret me. Just once I want someone to take care of me. someon to cherish me. I doubt that will happen atleast not anytime soon. I need to get my life in order. I need to get my shit together and be on top of things. eh, fuck this.
I dont want to whine.
I have nothing to whine about.
well, I do, but love isn't something that I care to speak about. atleast not anymore.
I have money problems. and school things needing to be taken care of. friend problems. work problems. life problems. I dont need love taking over.
I own endless amounts of money to my parents. LOADS of money to credit card poeple. ugh.
*sigh*
I am NOT ready for these types of responsibilities. Its not good for me, I'm too.. uh.. busy? I dunno. I just want to relax and let thigns come to me, I'm sick of looking.
My sister has run away from home, i dont know where she is.. I haven't heard from her in a week. She ran away last monday I reported her missing tuesday morning. and she's still not found, not called.. not mentioned a thing. I wisht that she was atleast willing ot call ME ya know?
but no.. I'm scared and I have no idea
xo
I dont want to whine.
I have nothing to whine about.
well, I do, but love isn't something that I care to speak about. atleast not anymore.
I have money problems. and school things needing to be taken care of. friend problems. work problems. life problems. I dont need love taking over.
I own endless amounts of money to my parents. LOADS of money to credit card poeple. ugh.
*sigh*
I am NOT ready for these types of responsibilities. Its not good for me, I'm too.. uh.. busy? I dunno. I just want to relax and let thigns come to me, I'm sick of looking.
My sister has run away from home, i dont know where she is.. I haven't heard from her in a week. She ran away last monday I reported her missing tuesday morning. and she's still not found, not called.. not mentioned a thing. I wisht that she was atleast willing ot call ME ya know?
but no.. I'm scared and I have no idea
xo