"I'm Finally Honest"
New poem, for any to read.
“I’m Finally Honest”
I’m so sorry,
I was so stupid.
All a misunderstanding,
Hit hard by a cupid.
I ran from it,
Afraid of what I started to feel.
I know I’m guilty,
Didn’t think it was real.
For a while,
My dreams ended.
Did yours end too?
All cause we got offended.
I let myself be distracted,
Always holding a grudge.
Thinking he was who I needed,
But all I needed was a nudge.
We were both wrong,
I feel like such a fool.
Letting my mind take over,
Where my heart should rule.
I was blind,
Maybe not wanting to see.
Unsure what was there,
Real love for you from me.
The day I realized it,
I sat and cried.
Cried for the fight,
Sorry for how I hadn’t tried.
Have you forgave me?
Things seem so good.
Can this be our future?
I pray that it could.
I know I’m in love now,
Or this poem wouldn‘t exist.
But what do I do?
I have no way to insist.
I can’t come to you,
Not while awake.
Only in our dreams,
Can we no longer ache.
I just don’t understand,
Why it took me so long.
All that time I never knew,
My feelings never seemed so strong.
I wish to know,
Know how you feel for me.
This reveals so much,
With you I am so free.
No more restrictions,
Not holding anything back.
Finally opening up,
Hoping I’m on the right track.
Why are you with her?
She only makes you mad.
I know what happened,
She changed from the girl you had.
Marring you,
She changed so much.
As if her status made a difference,
Using stress as her crutch.
If you can’t be around her,
Why are you still tied?
You have the power to fix things,
She shouldn’t have been your bride.
Can you feel what I feel?
I really hope so.
Things remind me of you,
Even poems from long ago.
I can tell when you’re faking,
Forcing it out in a smile.
How can I tell,
It doesn’t meet your eyes during the while.
Please hear my heart,
Listen to this important call.
It’s so much more,
Now I’ve taken the fall.
Can you help me?
I could help you.
We’d balance each other,
Look and see it’s true.
I’m here for you,
Just come into my love.
We’re a great match,
Let’s light the wick we’ve wove.
We’ll meet someday,
I know it in my heart.
Just be patient,
We won’t always be apart.
My soul is reaching out,
It’s found it’s target.
Only waiting on a reply,
Never able to forget.
I’m not so confused anymore,
Things are starting to make sense.
All cause I feared to be hurt,
Now with feelings so intense.
I love you.
Not sure I ever told you.
It’s time I did.
That’s your cue.
I’m waiting,
It’s your turn.
You know where I’m at,
For only you I yearn.
Date: July 28th, 2007
A new poem I did over the weekend. My longest yet.
it's 104 lines long, but only took me a bit over 2 hours to do.
it's to the man I'm in love with, but he's married, if u couldn't tell.
Can also go for Vammie poem too, from Ville to Bam.
Enjoy!
“I’m Finally Honest”
I’m so sorry,
I was so stupid.
All a misunderstanding,
Hit hard by a cupid.
I ran from it,
Afraid of what I started to feel.
I know I’m guilty,
Didn’t think it was real.
For a while,
My dreams ended.
Did yours end too?
All cause we got offended.
I let myself be distracted,
Always holding a grudge.
Thinking he was who I needed,
But all I needed was a nudge.
We were both wrong,
I feel like such a fool.
Letting my mind take over,
Where my heart should rule.
I was blind,
Maybe not wanting to see.
Unsure what was there,
Real love for you from me.
The day I realized it,
I sat and cried.
Cried for the fight,
Sorry for how I hadn’t tried.
Have you forgave me?
Things seem so good.
Can this be our future?
I pray that it could.
I know I’m in love now,
Or this poem wouldn‘t exist.
But what do I do?
I have no way to insist.
I can’t come to you,
Not while awake.
Only in our dreams,
Can we no longer ache.
I just don’t understand,
Why it took me so long.
All that time I never knew,
My feelings never seemed so strong.
I wish to know,
Know how you feel for me.
This reveals so much,
With you I am so free.
No more restrictions,
Not holding anything back.
Finally opening up,
Hoping I’m on the right track.
Why are you with her?
She only makes you mad.
I know what happened,
She changed from the girl you had.
Marring you,
She changed so much.
As if her status made a difference,
Using stress as her crutch.
If you can’t be around her,
Why are you still tied?
You have the power to fix things,
She shouldn’t have been your bride.
Can you feel what I feel?
I really hope so.
Things remind me of you,
Even poems from long ago.
I can tell when you’re faking,
Forcing it out in a smile.
How can I tell,
It doesn’t meet your eyes during the while.
Please hear my heart,
Listen to this important call.
It’s so much more,
Now I’ve taken the fall.
Can you help me?
I could help you.
We’d balance each other,
Look and see it’s true.
I’m here for you,
Just come into my love.
We’re a great match,
Let’s light the wick we’ve wove.
We’ll meet someday,
I know it in my heart.
Just be patient,
We won’t always be apart.
My soul is reaching out,
It’s found it’s target.
Only waiting on a reply,
Never able to forget.
I’m not so confused anymore,
Things are starting to make sense.
All cause I feared to be hurt,
Now with feelings so intense.
I love you.
Not sure I ever told you.
It’s time I did.
That’s your cue.
I’m waiting,
It’s your turn.
You know where I’m at,
For only you I yearn.
Date: July 28th, 2007
A new poem I did over the weekend. My longest yet.
it's 104 lines long, but only took me a bit over 2 hours to do.
it's to the man I'm in love with, but he's married, if u couldn't tell.
Can also go for Vammie poem too, from Ville to Bam.
Enjoy!