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Dont you hate it when you have to live w/ something you don't want to. No i don't mean a sibiling or a parent. more like a sitation..... a situation that you can't/shouldn't get upset about but you do anyway. It eats you up inside like all the time and it makes you want to break down and cry. The situation involves somebody you truly love and somebody you truly despise. And to add on to the whole thing the person you despise rubs it all in your face, but the person you truly love doesn't even see a problem... Its like things are all going good until the person rubs it all in your face. The person who loves you tells you not to worry, to accept it, the whole situation doesn't mean anything. It seems like whenever your not w/ the person you love they are w/ the person you despise. Now you still have God and you run to God to feel accepted and you run to him to seek advise...but your preyers are unanswered, God is telling you to work out the situation. So what do you do....how do you deal with it. You can't talk to the one you love. He loves the person you despise but he is in love w/ you. The situation keeps on getting worse. You still don't know what to do. You can't talk to the one you despise because the person just isn't "real" you can't talk w/ him/her. So here you are sitting at home alone worringg about the sitution in pain. You can't let go of it all, you just can't take your mind off of it because the situation seems to be everywhere! Its like the person you love can have a "relationship/friendship" outside of yalls relationship but because you don't have anybody just as close as the one you love and the one you hate, you can't even get away w/ hanging out w/ somebody else, because the one you love gets put in the same situation you are in. Because you love the person you do not want to put them in the misreable situation you are in...so you don't..... What do you do? How do you accept the situation? If you accept it will it only get worse??? I just dont know what to do! This is taking over ny life!! I need yalls help!

Please give me some advise!!!!...please