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Hey guys, it's been a good day but I've had better. I found out that my dad just might have to have Bypass surgery and it's just killing me horribly. To think that my dad is gonna have to go through that just sucks. Even though he says don't worry about me I have God on my side, I start to worry even harder and I just don't know what to do. I have full faith in God, I mean don't get me wrong, but just the sheer fact that my father is gonna be in that hospital on Thursday, I can't bear the thought of it. My mom said if i have no tests then I'm free to go with them, If I go you guys have to check up on me ya losers! LOL! I have the best friends ever because they're the one's helping me through a lot of this. Like Sarah for instance, she's the 1st one I called because I've known her since I was like 5 so it's kinda one of those you know me alot better than anyone else kinda friendships and she knows just about everything that's gone on in my life up to this point. Then I have the Aaron's. How could I go through life without Ash, Andi, and Mr. and Mrs.Aaron! I couldn't. They have been behind us in just about everything and now Mr. Aaron wants to drive me and my parents to the hospital and wait around with us. Now that's family! I hate being in this one position. I know I'm complaining a lot about this and you might be saying you sissy to me right about now but, what if it was your father going through this mess right now at this exact point in time when you're just a teenager. Couldn't handle it could you?
Anyway that was today's news. Yesterday I went to the movies with Rick and it was a lot of fun. Note to self: Never go see a scary movie (especially The Grudge) and expect to sleep well that night. Nor try to sleep. I think I made his arm go numb halfway through the movie it was so scary. I've noticed that my entries have been getting longer and longer everytime I submit an entry. It might just be my typing skills are improving. Anyway to get back on the subject, that movie will scare the living daylights outta you. So be prepared to scream! I feel so unheard right now because I don't think a lot of kids know what I'm going through with the whole bypass thing. I pray that no kid has to go through this kinda worrying. It's hard. Guys I'm runnin outta things to say the only thing that comes to mind is pray for me and my family, if you wanna help me that's the only thing you can do. Just pray. I need the prayers. Well I'll stop writing now that I've spilled my guts out to you guys. Thanx for reading this and putting up with my worries! It means a lot!
XxOo Chris oOxX
Anyway that was today's news. Yesterday I went to the movies with Rick and it was a lot of fun. Note to self: Never go see a scary movie (especially The Grudge) and expect to sleep well that night. Nor try to sleep. I think I made his arm go numb halfway through the movie it was so scary. I've noticed that my entries have been getting longer and longer everytime I submit an entry. It might just be my typing skills are improving. Anyway to get back on the subject, that movie will scare the living daylights outta you. So be prepared to scream! I feel so unheard right now because I don't think a lot of kids know what I'm going through with the whole bypass thing. I pray that no kid has to go through this kinda worrying. It's hard. Guys I'm runnin outta things to say the only thing that comes to mind is pray for me and my family, if you wanna help me that's the only thing you can do. Just pray. I need the prayers. Well I'll stop writing now that I've spilled my guts out to you guys. Thanx for reading this and putting up with my worries! It means a lot!
XxOo Chris oOxX