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[bamacutie101]

HEy everyone!~ ugh.. everything is soo confusing!!! for 1.. BIOLOGY! i hate it!~ i got a 50 out of 100 cuz i didnt understand half of what i was doing!!! and its like we had science fair.. and a dna model and then make a dna and rna thingie out of construction paper.. all due in one week!!! not to mention 6 other classes we have homework in.. cuz dr. morgan said that all teachers must give homework at least 3 days a week!!!!!!!! its so ridiculous!~ but oh well... anyways... and then i mean.. im so confused about guys.. its like i love Jared.. hes great.. but theres like some other guys and idk its so weird.. i think i might like them...... but then i think about Jared.. and all that goes away.. but it ALWAYS comes back..! ALWAYS.. even though i dont want it too.. i really cant help it.. and idk what to do.. im so confused! but oh well.... anyways... i hope i can go to the lake this weekend with lesley.. but idk cuz the band is playing at the "lock down" ((i always call is lock down.. even though its lock in...)) im stupid.. i know... but yeah so idk if i can get out of that cuz i wanna go cuz we'll get to sing and everything all night long!!!! it will be awesome.. but idk cuz i really wanna go to the lake too.. so idk i think my moms already talked to lesleys mom and everything.. but idk shes been getting all "mad" or w/e bout me missing band practice on thursdays and everything cuz i havent been since like spiritual emphases week.. like in january.. so idk she might make me go.. but idk... anyways.. well ima to.. i'll update later tonight when i get home from voice lessons!~ ttyl love ya!!~
ohh and comment on my thingie!!!! it doesnt matter what u say.. just say something!!!!!!!!! lol hah but yeah.. call me if ya wanna talk
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XO~Jordin~OX