upset..
hey yall... i just deleted the entry about whats going on... i realized im not happy at all about it anymore.. so im re-writing it........ im like so upset right now.. i know i was like really happy about moving and everything.. but now i dont think i want too.. i mean it would be fun and a new experience and everything.. but still.. i mean all my best friends and family is here is alabama.. i have lived here all my life and i am gonna miss everyone soooooooooo much!! i dont know if i can do it.. its so scary thinking.. im leaving all my friends and family and moving to a whole 'nother state.. im really scared.. and worried.. and upset.. so many things are going through my mind right now.. i mean at first i was soo happy about going to a public school and being near the beach.. but now its like... how could i ever be happy about leaving all my friends.. and family and everyone at kingwood and everything..???? im so scared.. i mean.. i've never gone to a public school or anything before.. im soo used to the small classes and everything at kingwood.. but now im gonna be going to a public school in florida.. but wow.. its like omg.. what am i gonna do?? i've lived here all my life... my whole life is in alabama.. i dont know how im gonna be able to leave everything here.. and i know im gonna be up here at least once a month.. all the time in the summer.. spring break and christmas break and thanksgiving.. but still its not the same.. well my mom wants the phone to call one of her friends to tell her about the "good" news.. just too bad the news isnt really that good.. but yeah i love all of my friends soo much.. and i'll finish where i was when i can get online again.. i love you!
~Jordin~
~Jordin~